// for if someone gets too close, the pins stick further in

dont think tht ill get over you dont know if i can make it thru my darkest days without you in my life and i dont think tht i can face the pain ill never see your face again i close my eyes and wonder when will it ever end i had to watch you fade away

haii. im really sorry for whatever ive said. its not tht i dont wanna tell you or anythin. its jus cos i really dont know what im feeling either and neither do i know whats goin on with you. and i doubt you wanna tell me abt it now. sighs. you jus chill and msg me once ure ok. i really dont want anythin to affect whatever we had ok ? :( its not tht i dont trust your or anythin k ? i really do treat u as a very good fren. really sheesh. things have jus been bad bad bad. i really dont know whats goin on. everythin's so confusing ? shldnt have said anythin. me and my big fat mouth.

im hungry :| mm, goin to meet mel later ! -looks all excited- heh have no idea what we are gonna do anyways but im lookin forward to going out at least :)