funnie when u stop and think
times goes faster then u blink
nths ever like it was
but gurl we've got a special thing
all e happiness it brings
its more than enuff
i noe its hard ter believe
ur still e biggest part of me
all im livin fer
i still think abt u
i still dream abt u
i still want u
and need u bie mie side
im still mad abt u
all i ever wanted was u
ur still e one
its hard ter breathe when we are apart
ure like sunshine in mie heart
i keep u here inside
uve been everiethin ter me
uve been and alwaes will be
e apple of mie eye
if u lurve me
look into mie eyes and sae u do
ive been waitin all mie life
fer sumone jux like u
babie al tt weve been thru
gurl, im still in lurve wif u
and i want u ter noe i do
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[[u noe i live on e wind where lurve runs free. i come baq ter u. alwaes u]]
dere is a part of e show "hello jackie" on cute bungs! *laufs goin ter watch it now.eeks. dere's a bung wearin a dress!! leavin fer malaysia tom. goin ter miss all of u alot! *smiles. mux reallie get started wif proj alritex? ive done alot of research orredi. thnks ter kristine fer motivatin me. *laufs
[ronx] haix. u jux tk damm gd care of urself first. im sure tt it would blow over soon. he mite be an insensitive jerk at sometimes but i m sure he was nort sure of wort he was doin. maybe e best thing fer u ter do is ter tuk ter him nicelie and nort be sacarstic towards him or anithin harsh cox he looks and sounds reallie dumb and blur. *laufs silientlie. but i seriouslie feel tt u should nort sacrifice him cox of ur church. haes. babie! dun crie!! *wipes ur tears awae. jux rem tt no matter how dark and grey ur path ahead of u seems ter be, i'll be waitin patientlie fer ya at e end of
++ been disconnected embraced and rejected ++
borin borin wk. everieone is so caught up wif their own programmes. can hardlie find someone ter go out wif me even thou its e last week of e hols. -sighs- nth much ter blog abt. like still go lotsa projects undone and mie grp is damm terrible? everieone is so busie and we cant find a proper dae tt we can all meet up and sacrifice e time ter do projects. -grinx- yupx. goin ter malaysia on wed ter visit mie bro who is currentlie trainin wif his hockey teammates dere. lookin forward ter seein him. kinda miss him, his wise advices [trie as hard as i want ter denie tt fact, he does advice me on lotsa stuff and on everie topic] even thou i mite detest him fer tryin ter act like a smart aleck. *sighs. cant believe tt im missin e person who has been givin me hard times, tryin ter snatch e comp frm me. feel kinda weird wif e whole comp ter me fer e whole dae. im missin mie bro :/
[pingx] deariex. dun worrie larx. of cox i trust ya ritex. its
hmm. guess had quite alot of fun wif u guys. saw pingx and e camp seems fun! probablie wanna join next yr! -grinx-
[charl, peisi, edna and pingx] babes! thnks so much fer last nite alritex? -smiles- had lotsa fun. i luv all of u v.muchie!
[edna] thnks so so much fer bein dere fer me last nite kayx? u made lotsa sense. i lurve ya!
[charl] haes gurlie! thnks fer accompanyin me ter e movie alritex. guess u had a great time too! -winks- ilu.
[pingx] hahas. ur camp sounds damm id fun lehx! -jealous- im joinin next yr! -nehnehnebooboo- hahas. alritex. u tk lotsa care alritex. sorrie tt i didnt allow u ter come out last nite but it was realli late orredi. so yeas. i lurve ya so much!
[peisi] was laufin at tt stupid msg of urs! alritex. so much fer gossipin at kenny roger's yest. hmm. we onlie haf one week left! hurrie think of sumthin ter do alritex? lurve ya babe!
tukin ter charl now!! yay!! -swoons- plannin abt wort ter do tom. goin ter pingx camp tom! -cheers- can see her again. charl is crappin again. -smiles- she is jux goin on sayin how fat she is..and now we r arguin abt who is fatter. -laufs wildlie- im jux strainin mie ears listenin ter her tukin. she is so soft :) bimbotic. -grinx-
[ser] serene tan xue lin! -grinx- quick quick call me cans? ur daddie said u were slpin? damm impt thing ter tell u! abt tom? u can come out ritex? dun foul up mie plan manx -smiles- hurrie..im waitin!
m i nort prettie enuff
is mie heart too broken
do i crie too much
m i too outspoken
dun i make u lauf
should i trie it harder
y do u see rite thru me
when ure far frm me, dere's a melodie
tt alwaes brings me closer ter u
its our own symphonie, jux fer u and me
& i hope dey plae it real soon
everietime i wish tt we were dancin slow
tts when i hear it playin on e radio
i noe...
dis is one of dose lurfe songs
tt u hear in e middle of e nite
makes me wanna be wif u
wherever u r tonite
& whoever's listenin
jux hold ur lurfers tite
cox dis is one of dose lurfe songs
one of dose lurfe songs
as daes turn into yrs, we've had our share of tears
but dey nv seem ter last long
cox e sadness disappears
everietime i hear our favorite lurfe song
now e candles burn as i lay here in mie bed
as e melodie keeps playin over & over in mie head
tt u nv want ter end
and u hope tt e DJ plaes it again & again & again
i cant sit & wait fer u ter sae
if dere is room inside ur heart
im nort used ter plae mie sillie game
turn me down or let me start
aft believe i'll make things rite
open ur arms
give up e fite
fer all tt u want
fer all tt ure feelin
dere is a place where u can go
fer all tt u need
i'll be waitin
ter be ur life ur hero
yay. todae char,ser, peisi,edna, leen and me went ter edna's house ter swim again. -grinx- wanted ter get a tan and tone mie bodie but dere wasn ani sun and didn exactlie wanted ter swim aft i found out tt serene cheated me. [ she said she would swim if i went ter join dem?] pist . yeas. but anihows had a great time wif dem. as usual dey played majong larx and ate prata. -smiles- i haf dis sudden urge ter see charlene suddenlie. -grinx- miss her so totallie badlie.
[charl] u r makin me think abt u too too often orredi. quick come out wif me !
[edna,char,peisi,ser and leen] thnks fer todae guys. had a great great time! -grinx- ilurve all of u loads!
[ronx and jo] thnks so much fer tt lil outin of urs last nite manx. hmm. didnt exactlie managed ter sort anithin out but yeas had a gd time. [[jo]] i need ter clarifie things wif ya. [[ronx]] wah. u stupid gurl arhx. didn come out todae and didnt intend ter tell me until i had ter msg u arhx. -curses- anihows. u tk lotsa care a
hmm. yest was damm fun :) yeahs. went out wif edna, ronx, peisi and char. -smiles- had a hella good time. we went ter suntec and citielink and shopped and shopped. we tried on clothes [lots of clothes ter be precise] but of cox we didn buy anithin xcept fer peisi who bought dis damm nice pink swimsuit. yupperx. so aft lotsa tryin of clothes, char and peisi went ter e librarie while edna accompanied me ter accompanie ronx ter meet HER sweetie . -grinx- edna and i did sillie stuff once again [spyin on ronx and HER sweetie ] psss..ronx saes im lame. -grinx- anihows...i helped edna straighten her hair! but e effect kinda lasted fer a while onli and slightlie longer if she noes how ter take care of her hair. :) yeas. watched teevee and sorted things out in mie house. hmm..she was jux crackin me up e whole dae. den we watched liu xing hua yuan together. she was screamin abt how cute daoming shi was and how she wished she could marrie him or get a boyfren jux like him -rolls eyeballs- but dao
todae was fun i guess. thnks ter whoever was involved ter make thngs so fun todae alritex? -huggs- yeas. dance tom. damm bored. shall go out aft tt! -smiles-
[pingx] lurve ya babie. will be missin ya [as ive said lotsa times!!] :/
[edna] babie monkie. -mwah- dance tom. borin. hahas. be both shall mk it interestin den. see ya soon!!
[ser] poor thing. grounded. -sighs- u so stoopid! where got pple let parents see ur cuts onex? -laufs- anihows i lurfe ya and shall stop tryin ter get u stubborn gies ter stop ur sillie cuttin but it still hurts ter see e cuts? -sighs-
[wyn] haes cowie. haix. u sound damn dead on e fone. miss ur cheerful voice. u r e kaixingguo and e natural smile rem? mux tk gd gd care orf urself alritex? especiallie tt throat of urs. dun be irritated animore. im sure tt somethin would cheer ya up or sumthin alritex. think on e brite side. ur chalet tom? hope u enjoy e chalet alritex and more pple would turn up..hmm. i trie mie v.v.v best ter turn up kayx?
[pingx] sighs. ya leavin tom ritex? i'll be missin ya terriblie. serious. den i would haf noone ter call and start crappin at stuff and seekin lame and crappie advices frm. -sulks-. i'll realli realli miss ya too :| but hor..e msg u typed in ur blog seemed as if u r leavin fer a far off place and will nort be baq till next yr? tt is wae exaggeration! -grinx- will be waitin fer e tme when u would be baq alritex? [u would still be in spore ritex? -smiles-] yeas. i'll trie mie v.best ter go fer ur finalie nite alritex? lurfe ya coconut barbarian! i'll be rememberin ur coconut storie too! -laufs-
[edna] deariex! wort happened last nite? i was abt ter slp when i received ur msg! everiethin's alrite? damm worried fer ya! did u haf a place ter go anots? wellx. anihows u better take damm gd care of urself. and pls trie ter stop cuttin urself alritex? -sighs- i'll reallie be missin ya tons. all ur nonsense. -grinx- i lurve mie monkie monkie!!
[ronx] sweetie! hop
gurl its so hard ter sae gdbye fer me
gurl pls tell me oh y it hurts
how can i find u now in a citie of hope
e streets r emptie
hope e time will tell me how
i burn fer u [yes i do]
gurl im travellin arnd e world
i hope tt i can find u now
believe tt time can tell somehow
gurl pls tell me where u r
no place can be too far todae
i raise my hands fer u and prae
on e dae we said gdbye
i didnt noe how much im gonna miss ya.
im abt ter lose myself in promises i cant keep
gurl u make time stand still fer me and u
how can i find u now in a citie of hope
e streets r emptie
hope e time will tell me how
i burn fer u [yes i do]
slpt at 6am last nite! -grinx- anihows. everieone seems ter be goin fer camps! -boos- den i would haf noone else ter go out wif! charl is onlie free on fri or mon ritex? and e rest r goin fer camps. -sulks- will be missin u gies! -smiles-
[charl,ronx, edna and pingx] -sulks- all of u goin fer camps or wouldn be free next week ritex? -sighs- yeas. i will msg all of u when i can alritex? mux enjoy wortever u r doin and be so so sure tt i will be missin all of u so so much. if two sneezes means tt someone is missin ya, den i guess all of u would be sneezin non-stop cox i will be missin all of u so muchie. -smiles- alritex. take care and i wanna go out wif all of u again so badlie!! i lurfe all of u! -hugss-
[char, peisi, ser] mux still go out alritex? -grinx-
geex. its 4.45am! still cant slp! -laufs- maybe i slpt a tad too much jux now. -grinx- yeas. my flu is improvin!! -cheers- hmm. e comedie was reallie funnie btw and mie whole house is so quiet and everione else is slpin. father jux came ter check on me and he went baq ter bed. didn sae much jux asked me ter slp earlie and drink more water. -laufs- shall go watch somemore teevee, surf e net or read my novel till i can finallie doze off in bed since dere is definitelie noone else awake ter accompanie me thru e nite. -sighs-
ure mie babie
mie sun mie moon
e mountains and
e rivers of mie life
its all cox of u
im nv sad and blue
u bring me paradise
whenever im feelin down
babie onlie u
can make mie dreams come true
i want u ter hold me ferever
and i will treat u like a queen
cox ure mie everiethin
[jose] arlox gurlie!! miss ya tons!! -huggs- yeas. i promise tt i wld go fer e next blue hse outin alritex? -swears- hmm. hahas. both of us bitched equallie kayx -gig
-smiles- so happie wif my new layout. -yawnss- took hrs on dis. better turn out nicelie! like practicallie spent e whole dae aft e camp on e comp. -eyes blurie- hahahas. wells. gonna slp soon and need lotsa tissue paper beside my bed. hmm. dun wanna be down wif a flu fer long durin e hols. -sulks- hmm. goin ter bed now i guess. but dere is a great show on channel 59. comedie. hahas.
[pingx, edna, ser and ronx] thnks so so much fer entertainin me todae even thou all of u were at peisi's house. thnks fer floodin my gbk!! -smiles- continue ter do so yeas? wells. hope u pple had a great great great time playin majong alritex? i spent my whole dae on e comp! -laufs- okiex. catch up wif all of ya durin e rest of e hols! can hardlie wait!! i lurve all of u so so much!!
[peisi and char] guess both of u were bz wif majong? hahahas. wells. hope u all enjoyed! -grinx- see ya arnd! ilu both! -mwah-
when i first met u
my life turned a page
chapter one was how true lurfe was made
u taught me wif ur kiss
things abt romance i missed
u knew everiething frm A ter Z
wort pleases u and wort pleases me
gurl when u touched me i began ter understand
u worte e bk on lurfe
i wanna read everie word
so i noe everiethin abt u
u worte e bk on lurfe
gurl i jux cante get enuff
orf ur lurfe
i noe u wrote e bk on lurfe
each time i hold u i find somethin new
cox i noe wort i lurfe abt u
gurl i'll discover
u bring out e lurver in me
ur like a fire tt burns in my soul
like a volcano i'm readie ter blow
cox everietime i look at u i feel
lurfe i cant explain
i hear wort ur heart is sayin ter me
i see e picture so clear ter me
i'm thirsty fer e knowledge true lurfe brings
when u r near me
[[ ter think tt u were alwaes dere. ter be my fren and wipe awae my tears. now its clear tt its alwaes been u ]]
baq frm camp!! -cheers- so happie ter be baq. but i guess i enjoyed e camp alot. it was realli rather fun at least better than wort i haf expected? jux woke up frm my beautie nap. -smiles- but i m missin out so much on wort my cliq is doin now! -sulks and sighs- badlie needer catch up on wort dey haf been doin. -shakes head- yeas. rottin at home again. down wif a flu. :(
[pingx] missed ya terriblie. wort do u haf ter tell me?
[charl] haven seen ya in a long long time! where haf ya been? i miss ya alot!! u dun alwaes get on my nerves larx. sometimes onli. -huggs- dun be offended yeas? ilu
[ronx] gurlie gurlie! i go shoppin wif ya alritex? -smiles- miss ya alot too! i lurve ya alwaes!
[ser] thnks fer tt song in my gbk kayx? -huggs- i lurve ya and miss ya tons! missin out on so much. :( u take care of tt poor hair of urs kayx? -laufs-
[peisi and char]
wish someone would tell me when
i won't think of u again
i'll get past e emptiness and
let a lil happiness back in
pretendin tt u came
leaves me half wae dere
one of dese one of dese daes
i'll be completelie over u
heaven noes how long it will take
and one of dese one of dese daes
i'll find somebodie who'll lurve ur memories awae
one of dese daes
one of dese daes
some how some wae
ever since u've been gone
time has a wae of draggin on and on
frens drive bie fer companie
but i'm not much companie fer long
oh i'll get past e wort was
if i live long enuff
one of dese one of dese daes
:: who hold up e stars in e skie. is true lurve jux once in a lifetime. ::
sighs. im missin everieone so badlie again. goin fer e camp tom. :( so borin. but no one will miss me thou? -sighs again- majorilie bored and lurvesick! -grinx- miss u peeps badlie. so so badlie! thou todae wasnt tt fun, still treasured e time spent wif char, pei, edna and pingx. -grinx- will be missin all of u so much durin e camp. sighs. :( yogx jux told me all e things i m supposed ter bring tom. thnks gurlie! -hugss-
[ser] geex. i m still upset kiex? dun sae tt i m imaginatin stuff. its damn id true lorx. i haf feelins of my own too! and stop callin me mortal pig manx. i still think tt she hates me and tts final. -sighs- will be missin u so badlie. ilurveu.
[ronx] gurlie! haven seen ya fer a long long long time!! -misses ya v.v.terriblie badlie- wanna see ya so badlie! -sulks- i.l.u
[pingx] thnkx fer entertainin me in e morn kayx deariex! u calm down larx!! no pt bein so angrie over a sucker
look into mie eyes
u will see wort u mean ter me
search ur heart
search ur soul
when u r finallie dere u will seach no more
dun tell me its nort worth fightin fer
cant tell me its nort worth dyin fer
u noe its true
everiethin i do. i do it fer u
look into ur arms
u will find
dere is nothin dere ter hide
take me as i m
take mie life
i will give it up i will sacrifice
dun tell me its nort worth fightin fer
cant help it. its nothin i want more
dere is no lurve like ur lurve
and no other could give more lurve
dere is no wae unless ure dere
all e time. all e wae
«« its gonna be a long long time
till i can be wif u again and see ur smile
its gonna be a long long time
till i hold u in my arms all thru e nite
its gonna be a long long time
gal ive been missin u
i nv tot i would feel dis wae
all e feelings i haf inside grow stronger everiedae
gal i would like u ter let u noe i would ever let u go
ure e onli one tt i realli want and
its wantin u tt uve gotta noe »»
:: u realli shud haf said. dis time he is gone fer gd
he will nv come baq now even thou he said he would
so darlin drie ur eyes. so manie other gies
will gif e world i sure. ter whether u see or
smile a lil smile fer me. rosemarie
where is e use fer cryin
in a lil while u'll see. rosemarie
u mux keep on tryin
i noe he hurt u but i noe darlin dun be sad
i guess u r lonlie now. lurve is comin ter an end
but darlin onli now. all u afraid ter start again
lift up ur pweettie chin. dun let dose tears begin
u r a big gurl now. and u will go thru sumhow ::
jux received some dumbo survey frm my bro's fren? :/ hahas. jux decided ter do it since ive got nothin better ter do. sighs. damn bored. missin everyone so so much. haf some prefect camp on wed. -sulks- realli dun like camps. haix.
[pingx] calm down gurlie! y get so worked up? -laufs- u take it easie kayx? i lurve u duo duo!
[rest] miss all of u so so much. sighs. cant wait till we go out durin e hols again. -sulks-
woah. has been a long time since i updated my blog. haf been goin out so so often. on thurs me, ed, ser and ronx went ter watch murder bie numbers. nice show! :) onli me and ronx screaamed. so sillie -smiles- yupx. but e show was worth it larx. den on fridae, went ter pingx house and tuked ter miss choo. was rather fun xcept fer tt few wasted hrs tukin ter her. things kinda turned uglie when its brought ter e open. -sighs- yupperx. went movies wif ed, ser and my bro todae. watched dark waters. [sorrie cliq but we jux tot we would catch it first] e stupid ser lost our tics. luckilie e manager so damn nice. -grinx- e show was alrite i guess. scarie but damn shallow storie outline. alwaes end up so abrupt at e scarie scenes. but i guess it was eerie. it kinda freaked me out. and especiallie edna.was screamin and shoutin. -grinx- shit gtg now. out fer supper. everyone else is waitin. -smiles- tata. till e next time