ive got a new blog, thnks to pings but im too lazy to do anything to it. haha. haven been updating for ages. actually, i dread to. wells, guess hols haven been bad except i lost my phone or someone stole it or whatever it may be :( really mad. yikes. but guess i had lotsa fun out wif ser, na and ve. thnks for everythin guys. im pretty happy besides the fact that some bloody idiot stole my phone. GROWLS.
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when haf i last blogged? a month ago? hahas. finally the eoys are over but guess i will still be not able to make it thru cox i failed my english! growls. had pretty much fun ytd watchin mr deeds. its really funny and lame plus a lil of romance. there was this really touchin part and i almost cried. while i tot i was the only emotional one, i leaned towards charl and told her tt i was abt to cry and i tot charl would be like "dun be crazy" or sumthin but she went "im gonna cry also" and her voice kinda broke. ahah. it was hilarious. well. they pierced their ears while im jux contented wif my two earholes, the niang style. ahhas. im really bored now. feel like goin out but tt lazy butt of serr's jux refuses to budge. growls.
okayy! like finally ive got stuff to blog abt. hahhas. im a really happy gurl now. :) had this really great bbq wif char, peisi, pings, ronx, ser, ve, charl, edna, lings and more. like really great! had hella good time. and really enjoyed crappin and all wif ve, charl, na and ser in the pool, especially our modellin! hahahas. we haven got a chance to perform it yet!! hahahas. wells. today was jux plain borin, was my granny's bdae and it was really crowded and all. realised my cousin has a gf now. sulks.
dearest dearest charl!! really miss ya alot now. wish i could jux see ya on monday. have lotsa things to tuk to ya abt! hahahas. winks. think goin guy huntin wif ya is really fun and all. :) he is really sweet rite? miss him alot! arghh! love ya my sister! and ya would always and forever be my sister!
edna. sulks :( m really sad ure leavin.
char and peisi and yangs. im really glad! :)
ping..okayy okayy. m updatin my blog now! smiles. hahahas. well, now that i have the comp in my room all to myself, i can come online more often. grins. m home very very early today..the first day of sch. sighs.
[jess] im back! hahahas. thnks fer always signing my gbk and making me smile! cant wait to see ya on thurs!! i love ya very much!! :)
was at ve's house ytd watchin poltergeist. hahas. guess it was very borin in e beginnin cox everyone was fallin aslp. but e endin is pretty good. very scary actually. hahas. aft tt we all went town but i went wif jiang and edna. was fun as usual! -smiles- reallie enjoyed urselfs takin neoprints again. we're e neoprint buddies! like took abt 70 bucks worth of neoprints orredi? and we each bought this little pouch ter collect our obsession wif those little stickers that cant take enuff of! shouts out ter jiang and edna : thnks so much!! :) love u both alot alot! yupp. ndp parade was borin and lame. hahas. was critising almost everythin. i feel so funnie without a phone. growls.
i love ya ping
m at ve's house again. -smiles- everyone is sleepin and im skippin third lang again?! -guilty- hmm. ohh. e stupid mr wong confiscated my handphone but he returned my sim card ter me. tt was nice of him larr but he still confiscated my phone. and as usual, ive gotta wait till mondae lehh!! -screams- ve's dog is so noisy. scratchin at the door. so irritatin! -giggles- ive reallie got nuthin ter blog abt lehh. sheesh. screams ter serr "i need a phone!!!"
[[ve, na and serr]] thnks so much ffer todae. reallie funnie and fun! -cheers- love u guys :)
[[charl]] heyy busie gurl. mux come out wif us one fine dae kayy? -smiles- lurve u gurl. reallie do
++ u'll be there when i needed sumbodie
u'll be there the only one who heard me
ive got a picture of u in my mind
never knew it would be so wrong
wort took me so long just ter find
the friend who has been there all along ++
woohoo. pings ure wrong. im updatin again! :) wells. think im gettin use ter havin ter dialup. yucks. hahahas. m lookin forward ter next week. lotsa free time! -smiles- OH. can someone pls tell me who is tt "being xtra" person who signed my gbk? i dun remember wort swimmin and dunno wort welfare. hmm. pardon me but yupp i cant guess who tt person is. -ponders-
haven been bloggin fer a long long time. sighs. reallie haf no idea wort ter blog abt. hmm. damm irritated wif e new internet connection ive got. its damm slow compared ter cable. but sighs. shant complain. well ytd was jux crazee. :l full of ups and downs and confusion. but all is well again. :) cant wait ter next week. esp tues :) -wellies- everyone is so happie and im glad ter noe and feel tt everyone is havin a jollie gd time!
[[charl]] dearest. im so happie fer ya :) but rather upset tt u'll be so busie next week
[[ping]] i reallie hafta thnk ya so much fer bein dere. jux needed ter let go of sumthin and im glad tt u were dere ter listen. :) thnks so so much. reallie. i lurve ya like so much mie lurve fer u would never die! :)
[[serr]] bestie! hahahs. yupp..rem ure supposed ter go shoppin wif me alritex? u tk lotsa care. was so upset tt dae when i saw ya feelin so sad and all. but im glad ure alrite. mon will come soon! i lurve u alwaes
[[edna]] sighs. ++pls dun
shall update fer e sake of charl. -big wide grinx- wells. guess todae was rather fun. jux like slacked at e corner durin dance wif ser, charl, edna and claud. laufed at our juniors. hahahas. weird i guess? hmm. ser, charl, edna and i were tukin abt sum sensitive topic in class todae. -grinx- like it was reallie rather gross? hahas. -shivers at e thought of it-
[[charl]] heys gurlie thnks fer bein dere fer me alwaes kayy? im like gonna call ya soon ter pester u again. -smiles-
[[ser]] sorrie fer vandalisin ur pinafore todae! -grinx-
woohoo. cheer prac was fun todae! -cheers- like needed sum entertain aft a few borin daes. like went ter e playgrnd and played. yupp. :) seriouslie would like ter consider thinkin tt wei is a himbo. hahahas. like e wae i reallie seriouslie think tt wyn is a himbo and a scady cat. like tan shu wei was screamin at edna todae and wyn was so afraid tt she actuallie refused ter leave e balcony wif me? hahas.
[[wei]] -shakes head- im reallie nort sure of tt mans. like haf ter ask her personallie abt tt? :) yupp. had great fun wif ya todae thou? tk care himbo! :)
[[edna]] cheer up dears. i understand wort ya feelin alritee? like im in no better state too! :) i'll will alwaes be here fer ya kayy. lurfe ya! -hugs real tightlie-
[[ve]] haiyoh. dun worrie too muchie kayy. :) smile more gurlie!
[[ping]] hahahas. NO LORR. e sweeper at taka belongs ter me lorr. he doesnt like u at all!! -grinx- wells..i will go look fer him again..before ya find ur wae dere! well..wanna thnk ya fe
sighs. didnt go sch todae. actuallie wanted ter feign sick but reallie ended up runnin a fever. todae is jux a badd badd dae! -groans- didnt studie much and walked arnd e house e whole dae. :( and out of boredom, ate alot alott :)
yupp. cant wait ter go sch tom even thou i haven studied fer chinese test yet!!
edna. sorrie fer nort goin fer dance kayy. :) miss ya deariex.
yupp. went ter e cc ter prac. like quite tired aft dat. mms. been a bore latelie. nuthin interestin happenin ter me or pple arnd me. quite bored. :| except fer tt stupid serene who is thinkin of sellin her 8250? -knocks her head- damm stupid. edna and i were thinkin of waes and methods fer her. alwaes like dis..helpin her ter think ter solve her matters. sheesh.
wei! mux come down larx. worts wif bein afraid of bein called intruders when ure dere ter support us ritex? mux come down kayx!! anihows go read ur gbk! got a lil msg fer ya -grinx-
wyn! u mux come down too kayx! like quite glad tt ure dere ter support us instead of dissin us. cox tts wort i infered frm ur blog. geex. sorrie! x)
ronx ronx ronx! i will miss ya dearlie! read ur gbk yet? *yes i'll miss u, i'll miss ya<< lurve ya cutie! -smiles and hugs-
-smiles- todae was fun! wellies. went ter ve's house ter practice. yupp. m still thinkin abt wort ser, claud and i were laufin abt in e bus. hahahas. :)
ronx. pls tk gd care manx. cant afford ter get sick lehs! goin ter denmark soon. :) -hugs-
edna! its ok larx! im ok wif ya worts..and we r still as close as before. but seriouslie sumtimes u look quite sianx..so i ask ya lorx. didnt expect ya ter be irritated or worts. :) but all's well! -smiles- lurve ya gurl. reallie.
thnks vern mommie! :D lurve ya too!
got sumthin ter tell ya ser! like ur mommie scolded me fer callin ya? i was so frightened tt i said tt i dialed e wrong number! hahahas. wells. tom how? u comin wif us anots? :|
guess sumtimes, when sumthin is lost. its hard ter retrieve it and it wun be as gd as how things used ter be. sighs.
a blank paper in mie hands and a pen in mie dreams
i look out dere and it aint u face tt appears
bein honest ive nv seen ur face
all i knew was a feelin inside of mie chest
i reached fer e stars, i looked fer ur embrace
fer me u were e best
but now u u showed me how hard
a man's heart can be
and i remember mie plans
like e tears im droppin
dey disappeared wif u
u told me u were a shadow
in mie heart u were life, ure joy
it seemed tt i was dyin until i dicovered
tt it aint animore
i felt e most wonderful things fer u
however u nv cared
i reallie believed
i tot u lurved me
so i heard ur silence once more
u slashed mie soul
u showed ur claws
i still remember e pain i felt and wort im still feelin
i can hear echos of ur words and e songs i was singin
everie step i took, everie move i made
was fer u, until i felt ur
*smiles. m quite happie todae. haf quite alot of fun in sch i guess. jux dat sum stuff made me reallie disheatened. yupx. had a great tuk wif ronx todae. guess she is much happie. and im glad ter see her tt wae. :) like durin bio lessons, wyn and ser were gellin their hair in e toilet. provided lotsa entertainment ter those watchin dem gellin. hahahas. was practicallie laufin at their all screwed up hair. *grinx.
serene! stupid gurl. i will call ya once i receive anithin kayx. yupx. i think she is nice larx but still rather bimbotic. -laufs- yupx.
ronnies. hope most of e things r settled bie now. like when u told me abt wort happened, i was so totallie shocked! hahahas. like cant believe he actuallie did tt ter ya. -laufs loudlie- but guess he reallie seriouslie likes u alot. yah. but guess ure rather stuck ritex? both also equallie nice. but pls dun be sillie and do sillie stuff again! like u were no diff frm a mental patient yest! -grinx- anihows he wun be goin tom cox todae
sheesh. ronx. can u pls wake up fer heaven's sake? ure no differnet frm a mad woman u noe tt? think uve completely lost it! here im tryin real hard ter knock facts into ur head and dere ure kiddin and laufin at everiethin. is this e wae u want things ter be? if nort..pls tuk ter dem properlie. jux like e normal ronx u r! sighs. i reallie wanna knock mie head against e wall orredi. if in e first place, u chose him u dun regret now! if u dun try how would e hell would u noe how things would turn out ter be? u can possiblie haf e best of two worlds ritex? pls pls. all i ask of u is ter stop takin tt useless pills and wake up. im sorrie. i still lurve ya ronx. -hugss-
i wonder. i wonder if u reallie knew
tt i see God in u
and i wonder if u can see
how much u mean ter me
i noe u cannot read mie mind
but i hope u feel mie vibe
i think its time i let u noe tt
i see e God in u ++
°manie times ive been told tt i shud go
but dey dun noe
wort we got babie
den dey nort see e lurve in u
but lurve i do
and im stayin rite here
ummm sweet sweet babie life is crazee
but dere's one thing
im sure of
tt im ur ladie
alwaes babie
and i lurve u now and ever
suga wishes dun change wort is real
or how it feels in e bad time
forever he is, he's mine all e time
and we get bie wif our true love
i bet would i ever find, mie sweet
jux a true lurve, my sweet
tt we come dis far together
i bet so im here ter stae
cox without u babie
i cant go ani further°
:) im a happie happie gurl now!! si ping is singin some dumbo songs beside me. hahahas. and she is screamin now. -cheers- yupx. im finallie alrite wif dem orredi. like took agaes manx. pingx is dancin some tribal dance. -laufs- like we r all goin ter promenade ltr together!! -swoons- ping is sucha nuisance!!! but i still lurve mie barbaric monkie alot! yupx.
woah. finallie ive got e mood ter update mie blog. :) im jux one hella happie gurl now. -smiles- thnks edna deariex fer bein dere fer me alwaes and givin me moral support and fer brightenin up mie dark daes. i reallie appreciate wort uve done alot alot alot .i jux lurve ya so much. and i want ya ter noe tt e frenship between both of us would last a life time. i reallie mean it kayx. and of cox i wanna thnk ping fer makin mie dae. thnks fer lettin me noe tt u still miss me alot..cox i reallie do miss ya alot. :) i still lurve ya alot. sighs. jux wanna thnk ya so much. and charl fer still bein our fren even thou its been tough on u. -hugs- glad ter haf ya as a fren ter pull us thru e hard times. :D like i didn go ter sch todae and i seem ter haf missed out on alot of things and stuff. :/ oh yahs. i wanna thnk huiling alot alot. fer talkin sense into. thnks alot babe. :) thnks fer remindin me abt listenin tom too!! -hugs- ilu! yah. think ive straightened out mie thinkins aft 2 weeks. and
funnie when u stop and think
times goes faster then u blink
nths ever like it was
but gurl we've got a special thing
all e happiness it brings
its more than enuff
i noe its hard ter believe
ur still e biggest part of me
all im livin fer
i still think abt u
i still dream abt u
i still want u
and need u bie mie side
im still mad abt u
all i ever wanted was u
ur still e one
its hard ter breathe when we are apart
ure like sunshine in mie heart
i keep u here inside
uve been everiethin ter me
uve been and alwaes will be
e apple of mie eye
if u lurve me
look into mie eyes and sae u do
ive been waitin all mie life
fer sumone jux like u
babie al tt weve been thru
gurl, im still in lurve wif u
and i want u ter noe i do
[[u noe i live on e wind where lurve runs free. i come baq ter u. alwaes u]]
dere is a part of e show "hello jackie" on cute bungs! *laufs goin ter watch it now.eeks. dere's a bung wearin a dress!! leavin fer malaysia tom. goin ter miss all of u alot! *smiles. mux reallie get started wif proj alritex? ive done alot of research orredi. thnks ter kristine fer motivatin me. *laufs
[ronx] haix. u jux tk damm gd care of urself first. im sure tt it would blow over soon. he mite be an insensitive jerk at sometimes but i m sure he was nort sure of wort he was doin. maybe e best thing fer u ter do is ter tuk ter him nicelie and nort be sacarstic towards him or anithin harsh cox he looks and sounds reallie dumb and blur. *laufs silientlie. but i seriouslie feel tt u should nort sacrifice him cox of ur church. haes. babie! dun crie!! *wipes ur tears awae. jux rem tt no matter how dark and grey ur path ahead of u seems ter be, i'll be waitin patientlie fer ya at e end of
++ been disconnected embraced and rejected ++
borin borin wk. everieone is so caught up wif their own programmes. can hardlie find someone ter go out wif me even thou its e last week of e hols. -sighs- nth much ter blog abt. like still go lotsa projects undone and mie grp is damm terrible? everieone is so busie and we cant find a proper dae tt we can all meet up and sacrifice e time ter do projects. -grinx- yupx. goin ter malaysia on wed ter visit mie bro who is currentlie trainin wif his hockey teammates dere. lookin forward ter seein him. kinda miss him, his wise advices [trie as hard as i want ter denie tt fact, he does advice me on lotsa stuff and on everie topic] even thou i mite detest him fer tryin ter act like a smart aleck. *sighs. cant believe tt im missin e person who has been givin me hard times, tryin ter snatch e comp frm me. feel kinda weird wif e whole comp ter me fer e whole dae. im missin mie bro :/
[pingx] deariex. dun worrie larx. of cox i trust ya ritex. its
hmm. guess had quite alot of fun wif u guys. saw pingx and e camp seems fun! probablie wanna join next yr! -grinx-
[charl, peisi, edna and pingx] babes! thnks so much fer last nite alritex? -smiles- had lotsa fun. i luv all of u v.muchie!
[edna] thnks so so much fer bein dere fer me last nite kayx? u made lotsa sense. i lurve ya!
[charl] haes gurlie! thnks fer accompanyin me ter e movie alritex. guess u had a great time too! -winks- ilu.
[pingx] hahas. ur camp sounds damm id fun lehx! -jealous- im joinin next yr! -nehnehnebooboo- hahas. alritex. u tk lotsa care alritex. sorrie tt i didnt allow u ter come out last nite but it was realli late orredi. so yeas. i lurve ya so much!
[peisi] was laufin at tt stupid msg of urs! alritex. so much fer gossipin at kenny roger's yest. hmm. we onlie haf one week left! hurrie think of sumthin ter do alritex? lurve ya babe!
tukin ter charl now!! yay!! -swoons- plannin abt wort ter do tom. goin ter pingx camp tom! -cheers- can see her again. charl is crappin again. -smiles- she is jux goin on sayin how fat she is..and now we r arguin abt who is fatter. -laufs wildlie- im jux strainin mie ears listenin ter her tukin. she is so soft :) bimbotic. -grinx-
[ser] serene tan xue lin! -grinx- quick quick call me cans? ur daddie said u were slpin? damm impt thing ter tell u! abt tom? u can come out ritex? dun foul up mie plan manx -smiles- hurrie..im waitin!
m i nort prettie enuff
is mie heart too broken
do i crie too much
m i too outspoken
dun i make u lauf
should i trie it harder
y do u see rite thru me
when ure far frm me, dere's a melodie
tt alwaes brings me closer ter u
its our own symphonie, jux fer u and me
& i hope dey plae it real soon
everietime i wish tt we were dancin slow
tts when i hear it playin on e radio
i noe...
dis is one of dose lurfe songs
tt u hear in e middle of e nite
makes me wanna be wif u
wherever u r tonite
& whoever's listenin
jux hold ur lurfers tite
cox dis is one of dose lurfe songs
one of dose lurfe songs
as daes turn into yrs, we've had our share of tears
but dey nv seem ter last long
cox e sadness disappears
everietime i hear our favorite lurfe song
now e candles burn as i lay here in mie bed
as e melodie keeps playin over & over in mie head
tt u nv want ter end
and u hope tt e DJ plaes it again & again & again
i cant sit & wait fer u ter sae
if dere is room inside ur heart
im nort used ter plae mie sillie game
turn me down or let me start
aft believe i'll make things rite
open ur arms
give up e fite
fer all tt u want
fer all tt ure feelin
dere is a place where u can go
fer all tt u need
i'll be waitin
ter be ur life ur hero
yay. todae char,ser, peisi,edna, leen and me went ter edna's house ter swim again. -grinx- wanted ter get a tan and tone mie bodie but dere wasn ani sun and didn exactlie wanted ter swim aft i found out tt serene cheated me. [ she said she would swim if i went ter join dem?] pist . yeas. but anihows had a great time wif dem. as usual dey played majong larx and ate prata. -smiles- i haf dis sudden urge ter see charlene suddenlie. -grinx- miss her so totallie badlie.
[charl] u r makin me think abt u too too often orredi. quick come out wif me !
[edna,char,peisi,ser and leen] thnks fer todae guys. had a great great time! -grinx- ilurve all of u loads!
[ronx and jo] thnks so much fer tt lil outin of urs last nite manx. hmm. didnt exactlie managed ter sort anithin out but yeas had a gd time. [[jo]] i need ter clarifie things wif ya. [[ronx]] wah. u stupid gurl arhx. didn come out todae and didnt intend ter tell me until i had ter msg u arhx. -curses- anihows. u tk lotsa care a
hmm. yest was damm fun :) yeahs. went out wif edna, ronx, peisi and char. -smiles- had a hella good time. we went ter suntec and citielink and shopped and shopped. we tried on clothes [lots of clothes ter be precise] but of cox we didn buy anithin xcept fer peisi who bought dis damm nice pink swimsuit. yupperx. so aft lotsa tryin of clothes, char and peisi went ter e librarie while edna accompanied me ter accompanie ronx ter meet HER sweetie . -grinx- edna and i did sillie stuff once again [spyin on ronx and HER sweetie ] psss..ronx saes im lame. -grinx- anihows...i helped edna straighten her hair! but e effect kinda lasted fer a while onli and slightlie longer if she noes how ter take care of her hair. :) yeas. watched teevee and sorted things out in mie house. hmm..she was jux crackin me up e whole dae. den we watched liu xing hua yuan together. she was screamin abt how cute daoming shi was and how she wished she could marrie him or get a boyfren jux like him -rolls eyeballs- but dao
todae was fun i guess. thnks ter whoever was involved ter make thngs so fun todae alritex? -huggs- yeas. dance tom. damm bored. shall go out aft tt! -smiles-
[pingx] lurve ya babie. will be missin ya [as ive said lotsa times!!] :/
[edna] babie monkie. -mwah- dance tom. borin. hahas. be both shall mk it interestin den. see ya soon!!
[ser] poor thing. grounded. -sighs- u so stoopid! where got pple let parents see ur cuts onex? -laufs- anihows i lurfe ya and shall stop tryin ter get u stubborn gies ter stop ur sillie cuttin but it still hurts ter see e cuts? -sighs-
[wyn] haes cowie. haix. u sound damn dead on e fone. miss ur cheerful voice. u r e kaixingguo and e natural smile rem? mux tk gd gd care orf urself alritex? especiallie tt throat of urs. dun be irritated animore. im sure tt somethin would cheer ya up or sumthin alritex. think on e brite side. ur chalet tom? hope u enjoy e chalet alritex and more pple would turn up..hmm. i trie mie v.v.v best ter turn up kayx?
[pingx] sighs. ya leavin tom ritex? i'll be missin ya terriblie. serious. den i would haf noone ter call and start crappin at stuff and seekin lame and crappie advices frm. -sulks-. i'll realli realli miss ya too :| but hor..e msg u typed in ur blog seemed as if u r leavin fer a far off place and will nort be baq till next yr? tt is wae exaggeration! -grinx- will be waitin fer e tme when u would be baq alritex? [u would still be in spore ritex? -smiles-] yeas. i'll trie mie v.best ter go fer ur finalie nite alritex? lurfe ya coconut barbarian! i'll be rememberin ur coconut storie too! -laufs-
[edna] deariex! wort happened last nite? i was abt ter slp when i received ur msg! everiethin's alrite? damm worried fer ya! did u haf a place ter go anots? wellx. anihows u better take damm gd care of urself. and pls trie ter stop cuttin urself alritex? -sighs- i'll reallie be missin ya tons. all ur nonsense. -grinx- i lurve mie monkie monkie!!
[ronx] sweetie! hop
gurl its so hard ter sae gdbye fer me
gurl pls tell me oh y it hurts
how can i find u now in a citie of hope
e streets r emptie
hope e time will tell me how
i burn fer u [yes i do]
gurl im travellin arnd e world
i hope tt i can find u now
believe tt time can tell somehow
gurl pls tell me where u r
no place can be too far todae
i raise my hands fer u and prae
on e dae we said gdbye
i didnt noe how much im gonna miss ya.
im abt ter lose myself in promises i cant keep
gurl u make time stand still fer me and u
how can i find u now in a citie of hope
e streets r emptie
hope e time will tell me how
i burn fer u [yes i do]
slpt at 6am last nite! -grinx- anihows. everieone seems ter be goin fer camps! -boos- den i would haf noone else ter go out wif! charl is onlie free on fri or mon ritex? and e rest r goin fer camps. -sulks- will be missin u gies! -smiles-
[charl,ronx, edna and pingx] -sulks- all of u goin fer camps or wouldn be free next week ritex? -sighs- yeas. i will msg all of u when i can alritex? mux enjoy wortever u r doin and be so so sure tt i will be missin all of u so so much. if two sneezes means tt someone is missin ya, den i guess all of u would be sneezin non-stop cox i will be missin all of u so muchie. -smiles- alritex. take care and i wanna go out wif all of u again so badlie!! i lurfe all of u! -hugss-
[char, peisi, ser] mux still go out alritex? -grinx-
geex. its 4.45am! still cant slp! -laufs- maybe i slpt a tad too much jux now. -grinx- yeas. my flu is improvin!! -cheers- hmm. e comedie was reallie funnie btw and mie whole house is so quiet and everione else is slpin. father jux came ter check on me and he went baq ter bed. didn sae much jux asked me ter slp earlie and drink more water. -laufs- shall go watch somemore teevee, surf e net or read my novel till i can finallie doze off in bed since dere is definitelie noone else awake ter accompanie me thru e nite. -sighs-
ure mie babie
mie sun mie moon
e mountains and
e rivers of mie life
its all cox of u
im nv sad and blue
u bring me paradise
whenever im feelin down
babie onlie u
can make mie dreams come true
i want u ter hold me ferever
and i will treat u like a queen
cox ure mie everiethin
[jose] arlox gurlie!! miss ya tons!! -huggs- yeas. i promise tt i wld go fer e next blue hse outin alritex? -swears- hmm. hahas. both of us bitched equallie kayx -gig
-smiles- so happie wif my new layout. -yawnss- took hrs on dis. better turn out nicelie! like practicallie spent e whole dae aft e camp on e comp. -eyes blurie- hahahas. wells. gonna slp soon and need lotsa tissue paper beside my bed. hmm. dun wanna be down wif a flu fer long durin e hols. -sulks- hmm. goin ter bed now i guess. but dere is a great show on channel 59. comedie. hahas.
[pingx, edna, ser and ronx] thnks so so much fer entertainin me todae even thou all of u were at peisi's house. thnks fer floodin my gbk!! -smiles- continue ter do so yeas? wells. hope u pple had a great great great time playin majong alritex? i spent my whole dae on e comp! -laufs- okiex. catch up wif all of ya durin e rest of e hols! can hardlie wait!! i lurve all of u so so much!!
[peisi and char] guess both of u were bz wif majong? hahahas. wells. hope u all enjoyed! -grinx- see ya arnd! ilu both! -mwah-
when i first met u
my life turned a page
chapter one was how true lurfe was made
u taught me wif ur kiss
things abt romance i missed
u knew everiething frm A ter Z
wort pleases u and wort pleases me
gurl when u touched me i began ter understand
u worte e bk on lurfe
i wanna read everie word
so i noe everiethin abt u
u worte e bk on lurfe
gurl i jux cante get enuff
orf ur lurfe
i noe u wrote e bk on lurfe
each time i hold u i find somethin new
cox i noe wort i lurfe abt u
gurl i'll discover
u bring out e lurver in me
ur like a fire tt burns in my soul
like a volcano i'm readie ter blow
cox everietime i look at u i feel
lurfe i cant explain
i hear wort ur heart is sayin ter me
i see e picture so clear ter me
i'm thirsty fer e knowledge true lurfe brings
when u r near me
[[ ter think tt u were alwaes dere. ter be my fren and wipe awae my tears. now its clear tt its alwaes been u ]]
baq frm camp!! -cheers- so happie ter be baq. but i guess i enjoyed e camp alot. it was realli rather fun at least better than wort i haf expected? jux woke up frm my beautie nap. -smiles- but i m missin out so much on wort my cliq is doin now! -sulks and sighs- badlie needer catch up on wort dey haf been doin. -shakes head- yeas. rottin at home again. down wif a flu. :(
[pingx] missed ya terriblie. wort do u haf ter tell me?
[charl] haven seen ya in a long long time! where haf ya been? i miss ya alot!! u dun alwaes get on my nerves larx. sometimes onli. -huggs- dun be offended yeas? ilu
[ronx] gurlie gurlie! i go shoppin wif ya alritex? -smiles- miss ya alot too! i lurve ya alwaes!
[ser] thnks fer tt song in my gbk kayx? -huggs- i lurve ya and miss ya tons! missin out on so much. :( u take care of tt poor hair of urs kayx? -laufs-
[peisi and char]
wish someone would tell me when
i won't think of u again
i'll get past e emptiness and
let a lil happiness back in
pretendin tt u came
leaves me half wae dere
one of dese one of dese daes
i'll be completelie over u
heaven noes how long it will take
and one of dese one of dese daes
i'll find somebodie who'll lurve ur memories awae
one of dese daes
one of dese daes
some how some wae
ever since u've been gone
time has a wae of draggin on and on
frens drive bie fer companie
but i'm not much companie fer long
oh i'll get past e wort was
if i live long enuff
one of dese one of dese daes
:: who hold up e stars in e skie. is true lurve jux once in a lifetime. ::
sighs. im missin everieone so badlie again. goin fer e camp tom. :( so borin. but no one will miss me thou? -sighs again- majorilie bored and lurvesick! -grinx- miss u peeps badlie. so so badlie! thou todae wasnt tt fun, still treasured e time spent wif char, pei, edna and pingx. -grinx- will be missin all of u so much durin e camp. sighs. :( yogx jux told me all e things i m supposed ter bring tom. thnks gurlie! -hugss-
[ser] geex. i m still upset kiex? dun sae tt i m imaginatin stuff. its damn id true lorx. i haf feelins of my own too! and stop callin me mortal pig manx. i still think tt she hates me and tts final. -sighs- will be missin u so badlie. ilurveu.
[ronx] gurlie! haven seen ya fer a long long long time!! -misses ya v.v.terriblie badlie- wanna see ya so badlie! -sulks- i.l.u
[pingx] thnkx fer entertainin me in e morn kayx deariex! u calm down larx!! no pt bein so angrie over a sucker
look into mie eyes
u will see wort u mean ter me
search ur heart
search ur soul
when u r finallie dere u will seach no more
dun tell me its nort worth fightin fer
cant tell me its nort worth dyin fer
u noe its true
everiethin i do. i do it fer u
look into ur arms
u will find
dere is nothin dere ter hide
take me as i m
take mie life
i will give it up i will sacrifice
dun tell me its nort worth fightin fer
cant help it. its nothin i want more
dere is no lurve like ur lurve
and no other could give more lurve
dere is no wae unless ure dere
all e time. all e wae
«« its gonna be a long long time
till i can be wif u again and see ur smile
its gonna be a long long time
till i hold u in my arms all thru e nite
its gonna be a long long time
gal ive been missin u
i nv tot i would feel dis wae
all e feelings i haf inside grow stronger everiedae
gal i would like u ter let u noe i would ever let u go
ure e onli one tt i realli want and
its wantin u tt uve gotta noe »»
:: u realli shud haf said. dis time he is gone fer gd
he will nv come baq now even thou he said he would
so darlin drie ur eyes. so manie other gies
will gif e world i sure. ter whether u see or
smile a lil smile fer me. rosemarie
where is e use fer cryin
in a lil while u'll see. rosemarie
u mux keep on tryin
i noe he hurt u but i noe darlin dun be sad
i guess u r lonlie now. lurve is comin ter an end
but darlin onli now. all u afraid ter start again
lift up ur pweettie chin. dun let dose tears begin
u r a big gurl now. and u will go thru sumhow ::
jux received some dumbo survey frm my bro's fren? :/ hahas. jux decided ter do it since ive got nothin better ter do. sighs. damn bored. missin everyone so so much. haf some prefect camp on wed. -sulks- realli dun like camps. haix.
[pingx] calm down gurlie! y get so worked up? -laufs- u take it easie kayx? i lurve u duo duo!
[rest] miss all of u so so much. sighs. cant wait till we go out durin e hols again. -sulks-
woah. has been a long time since i updated my blog. haf been goin out so so often. on thurs me, ed, ser and ronx went ter watch murder bie numbers. nice show! :) onli me and ronx screaamed. so sillie -smiles- yupx. but e show was worth it larx. den on fridae, went ter pingx house and tuked ter miss choo. was rather fun xcept fer tt few wasted hrs tukin ter her. things kinda turned uglie when its brought ter e open. -sighs- yupperx. went movies wif ed, ser and my bro todae. watched dark waters. [sorrie cliq but we jux tot we would catch it first] e stupid ser lost our tics. luckilie e manager so damn nice. -grinx- e show was alrite i guess. scarie but damn shallow storie outline. alwaes end up so abrupt at e scarie scenes. but i guess it was eerie. it kinda freaked me out. and especiallie edna.was screamin and shoutin. -grinx- shit gtg now. out fer supper. everyone else is waitin. -smiles- tata. till e next time
had lots and lots of fun todae! edna, charl and me pon e last part of e science wrkshop and went ter thomson plaza. i saw dis v.swt dress. gonna buy it while edna saw dis nice toga. :) went ter edna's house ter swim wif char, peisi, edna and pingx. charl joined us ltr. taught all of dem ter do e sumersault into e water. :) -proud of myself- had lotsa fun in e pool. me and charl v.nottie. cox pingx had her period. [she practicallie has it 4 times a month] but both of us jux pushed her into e water. -grinx- and peisi and pingx stupidlie fell frm e swing. -laufs- got out of e pool onli at 4. edna, charl and me bathed in e same toilet. and edna was bathin nude naked while charl and i faced e wall. den followed bie me den charl. damn obsene but yah..who cares? -laufs- den we all went ter eat roti prata and dose stupid bimboes kept tryin on hair accessories in 711. i was jux standin arnd waitin. but yuppers. had a great great time todae. v.tired and drained now. -sulks-
[pingx] sorr
++been cryin since e dae u went awae++
went ter bras basah wif char and ronx todae. wasnt too borin i guess. :) den we went over ter ronx house and watched a walk ter rem. char was complainin tt e movie was horrible. but i found it rather sappie! wanted ter crie but couldn larx. in ronx house. :/ hahas. todae was rather borin yet fun. geex. seriouslie need a life. -sulks-
[ronx & char] thnkx fer todae. -smiles- it bets stayin at home! :) lurve both of u lots.
[e rest] miss all of u alot alot alot and manie manie manie! -sulks-
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dun realli feel like bloggin. been a real borin borin dae. -sulks- need some life.
[pingx] deariex. hope u havin fun over in malaysia. wo ai ni duo duo!
[ronx] sorrie larx!! hahas. anihows i still lurve ya alot!!! manie and manie!
[ser and jo] hope both of u r doin fine. i m rather affected bie worts happenin between e both of u. both of u refuse ter tuk. :/ haix give me a call if anione of u wanna tuk okiex? -huggiex-
[yingx] no probs! i will alwaes be here fer ya gurlie! wo ai ni!
[charl] hope ya havin fun in bintan too! i lurve ya gurlie and i miss u alot alot alot! muz rem our shoppin list kayx? ilu
[edna] sweetie pie! u r in camp now ritex? haix. miss ya lots. muz go out more often yeas? wo ai ni duo duo!
[peisi] hope everythin is fine wif ya okiex? i still lurve ya lots.
[char] clown! muz go out more often kayx. pls read e stuff posted properlie kayx! -giggles-
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Love Style: She runs hot and cold, but there will never be a dull moment in her love life.
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Colours: Violet and Indigo
Gemstone: Turquoise
Lucky Day
-yawns- had swell of a fun at e bbq at pingx's place last nite. althou manie things cropped up but i still enjoyed myself a great deal. -smiles- when ronx jux arrived at pingx' house last nite, i was so happie ter see her tt i jumped on her but she didnt catch me and ended up wif both of us fallin on e rough granite road and scratched ourselves. my back is still rather sore aft tt. sorrie ronx! -giggles- yupperx. spent lotsa time in pingx room comfortin e hurt souls. hahas. all of u! cheer up kayx? i will still lurve all of u! nort like i m in a better position ter sae tt. but aft yest, i feel so much better. sighs. hope all of u r feelin e same wae yeas?
[yingx] cheer up kayx? its nort worth it cryin over tt adulterous pair. -laufs- we will all be here fer u. and i realli do hate tt bitch now. but i still lurfe ya!
[pingx] barbarian darlin.dun worrie tt u would haf ter retain yeas? we will both strive hard ter acheive better results kayx? i lurve ya!
[ser] lettin
summer's ended and without a trace
time goes bie while u remain
funnie how I tot I walked on throu
wif my heart in one
y do I still crie fer u
dyin ter get close ter u
y do I still fear ter face
e ghost of u
how I tried ter get u of my mind
but u return all e time
I believed i could jux let u go
like e fool I am
ive been tryin ter release u
ter get my feet baq on e ground
still I need my hope ter hold on ter
even if i noe i should baq awae
it's jux a part of me tt I can't erase
everytime i look awae i see
e ghost of u
dere is no humiliation in failing, comin up short, nort measurin up, making tt giant leap and fallin flat on our faces. humiliation exists onil when other pple r watchin
-yawnss- was realli tired todae. wun blog much. wanna go ter bed. but still haf ter call e stupid beng. sighs. was so shagged todae. aft all e studies and stuff. still haf a long wae tom. -sulks-
[charl and pingx] i lurve both of u so so so so much! i lurve my sis and my boyfren! -mwah-
[ronx] gurlie. cheer up yeas? tell ya stuff tom! -xcited-
[ser] haf been gettin lotsa hell ritex? dun fret yeas? uve got manie pple arnd u tt u care. show more sensitivitie ter dem [goes fer me too i suppose?] i lurve ya muchie freak!
[peisi, char, yangx, ronx] todae was rather fun! hahahas. wort marilyn manson mans. wort a big mistake. but it was still worth it and enjoyable. was realli tired todae. guess all of were. anihows, maybe dere mite realli so mani pple surroundin me, but feelin alone doesn onli contri
[[ send me ur pillow ]]
send me e pillow tt u dream on
dun u noe tt i still care fer u
send me e pillow tt u dream on
so darlin, i can dream on it too
each nite while i m sleepin, so lonelie
i'll share ur lurve in dreams tt once were true
send me e pillow tt u dream on
maybe time will let our dreams come true
send me e pillow tt u dream on
so darlin, i can dream on it too
i've waited so long fer u ter write me
but jux a memory's all tt's left of u
send me e pillow tt u dream on it oo
so darlin, i can dream on it too
[ronx]
(( i bless e dae i found u
i want ter stae arnd u
and so i beg u, let it be me
dun take dis heaven frm me
if u mux cling on ter someone
now and ferever, let it be me
each time we meet lurve, i find complete lurve
without ur sweet lurve, wort would life be?
so nv leave me lonelie
tell me u lurve me onli
and tt u'll alwaes let it be me))
listen ter e rhythm of e fallin rain
tellin me jux wort a fool ive been
i wish tt it would go
and let me cry in vain
and let me be alone again
e onli gurl i care abt has gone awae
lookin fer a brand new start
but little does she noe
tt when she left tt dae
along wif her
she took my heart
rain pls tell me now
does tt seem fair
fer her ter steal my heart awae
when she dun care
i cant lurve another
when my heart's
somewhere far awae
rain wun u tell her
tt i lurve her so
pls ask e sun ter set her heart a glow
rain in her heart
and let e lurve we knew start ter grow
++ dun dey noe its e end of e world. it ended when i lost ur lurve ++
-boos- supposed ter watch movie todae. but spiderman was sold out. -sulks- damn lousie. had lotsa fun in e beginnin till we ended up sittin down and tukin abt all of ur doubts and probx.
[ronx] deariex. i realil dunno wort else ter sae ter ya. jux wanna let u noe tt wortever i told ya todae..throughout e whole dae was rite frm my heart. nothin is concealed. i realli do lurve ya alot. -mwah-
[ser] cleared everthin wif ya finallie. haix. feel a sense of relief. hahahas. u take care gurlie. wo ai ni!
[edna] happie happie happie! finallie baq ter our old sillie waes. hahahs. ilu!
[charl] sister. dun be so mad or feel like a toy animores yeas? sorrie fer wortever i did wronglie or if i showed insensitivitie todae. -sighs- still lurve ya sillie gurl.
[pingx] geex. u seemed realli angrie at e end of e conversation. worts wrong? haix. sometimes i think tt u keep too manie things ter urself. maybe u sh
baq frm ronx house again. haix. didnt manage ter studie much. onli me and ronx seemed willing ter studie lorx! was realli pissed at dem fer nort wantin ter studie -sighs- aniwaes..need ter go off soon ter mug. baq ter stupid physics in which i dun understand a single thing at all!! -sulks-
[pple] yay!! tom's is our last dae! happie happie happie! -jumps fer joy- but meanwhile all of us mux realli mug yeas? seems like everyone updated their blogs..hmm..
-yawnss- at jo's house now. supposed ter all studie together. ended up wif myself studyin onli. ser and jo jux cannot make it. -grinx- v.proud of myself. mananged ter studie!! -smiles- but i m nort like even halfwae done. haf lotsa stuff ter catch up wif i guess. -sighs- still haf lit ter go!! okiex..be4 comin ter jo's house, char, pei, charl, char, ronx, pingx, jo, ser and me were all at pingx's house. -smiles- i jux forgot tt i left a pack of chips in her house! bet she is goin ter eat dem up..jux like e wae she ate my amos cookies tt i left dere e other time up. -chuckles- yupx..baq ter her house. i was e onli one studyin arnd e table cans? everyone else was playin. eeks. when i m serious, e rest r nort. wort is dis manx? -giggles- wellx. feelin kinda bored now. wonder wort e two of dem r doin in e room.-giggles-
[ronx] haes darling! u mux realil studie dis time kayx? todae i handed in a blank sheet fer historie. i m jux so dead. hahahas. wells
i realil didnt studie
[[ now i wun be lonely
wif my one and onli
and i can see forever
e feelin here in my heart
he is so lovelie
ya.my one and onli
and we would be together
nv ter be apart
he belongs ter me
and i can onli see
nites of estacy
i would go crazee
without my one and onli
i lurve him madlie
and i want him onli
and nothin realli matters
as long as he is in my arms
he is my babie
ya.my one and onli
den wort we hav is special
and it is deep in my soul
i would take him slowlie
oh. my one and onli
and its e onli wae
i gonna spend my daes ]]
( my one and onli - lum may yee )
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we both noe i shouldn be here
dis is wrong
and babie its killin me its killin u
both of us tryin ter be strong
i got somewhere else ter be
promises ter keep
fer someone else who lurves me
and trusts me fast asleep
ive made up my mind
dere is no turnin baq
she's been good ter me
and she deserves better than tt
its e hardest thing ill ever hav ter do
ter look u in e eyes and tell u i dun lurve u
its e hardest thing ill ever hav ter lie
ter show no emotions when u start ter crie
cant let u see wort u mean ter me
when my hands r tied and my heart's nort free
we're nort meant ter be
its e hardest thing ill ever haf ter do
ter turn arnd and walk awae
pretend tt i dun lurve u
i jux simplie detest ter tuk abt dis issue. its jux a small matter. but it seems as if everyone is so so keen ter split? worts dis? wort abt who u can trust more. who u want over ur side? if u all dun understand wort i am sayin abt havin ter speak ter all of u..go ask yangx. she called me tt dae..i told her everythin. i m in a v.bad position. probablie all of u would jux brush it aside? -smiles sadlie- who noes? in a cliq..u definitely haf some close frens tt u confide in all e time. like pei and char ritex? u cant expect ter be close ter everyone. who doesnt feel left out. in e morns, i alwaes feel left out. when we r walkin ter e field i alwaes feel left out. when me and edna or whoever else speaks ter ser in hush voices, we r usuallie tukin abt some stuff tt u pple wun like ter hear? and e changi airport thing, we haf told all of u e truth, if u pple refuse ter listen wort else can we do ter make all of u believe? all of u jux dun want me present in ur studyin ritex? i can accept e
haix. i m in big big trouble! -screams- feel so bad and scared. jux cox of me e whole cliq has ter be good. if tt is gonna happen ter me, i dunno how ter face everyone. how am i supposed ter do..how am i supposed ter react ter this? i m jux so lost. -boos-
[ronx] thanx fer bein dere fer me kayx. haix. i lurve ya so much! -huggiex-
[ser] its jux so difficult. if u realli give me ur word, would u seal it wif ur actions? i realli dun wanna enforce anithin on all of u. dis thing is jux too big ter mess wif.
[[ its e hardest thing i ever haf ter do. ter look u in e eyes and tell u i dun lurve u ]]
jux came baq frm ronx house again. had loadsa fun yest wif jo at ronx house. ser and jo kept teasin me abt havin no one ter like cans! but i still haf mr tomato kayx!! -laufs- went ter ronx house wif ser,charl and pingx ter watch ever aft again. hahahas.too bad tt stupid ser slept throu e whole show. -bishx- haix. like worts wrong wif me lorx. cant help but think tt e entire world is turnin its baq on me? -sighs- our cliq is so broken up. wtf. cant be bothered animore. if u pple like sneakin off ter places wifout tellin us or dun want us present..pls dun call us ur frens kayx? wort abt nort answerin someone when e person calls ya? like wortever lorx. =/ eeks. damn bored now. -sighs-
[charl] my courtier sis! eeks. had lotsa fun wif ya todae. hahahas. like we both were so stupid soundin when we tryin ter imitate e courtiers. -grinx- -mwah- lurve ya sweetie!
[pingx] heys deariex. fanci
sheesh. jo,ser and me r at ronx house again. hahahas.its jux like our second home now. -smiles- was rather irritated and pist jux now cox of a few pple. hmm..but i guess i m alrite now? eeks..e rest r studyin orredi and dey refuse ter tuk ter me unless i join dem now. eeks. but i realli haf no mood ter studie? jo is threatenin me now! =/
[charl] i m sorrie fer havin said all those mean stuff i said in class todae. i was realli pist cox u didn even bother ter ask us? and u confirmed wif me tt u were goin town wif us? den u suddenlie told me tt u were goin ter pingx house ter studie without us? and it was reali obvious tt pingx didnt want me over at her house? wortever larx..i still lurve ya sis! -hugss- i noe u seemed angrie too. but i m nort totallie angry wif ya? so yupx..hope ya dun take it ter heart.
[rest of e cliq] pple studie hard kayx? ermx...u all hav walked out on me so manie manie times!!! eeks.-shrugs- u pple jux cannort studie wif me ritex? hahahas. i noe i m dam
(( so confused. my heart's bruised. was i ever lurved by u ))
waitin fer ser ter finish studyin wif her gurlfren . so i m bloggin meanwhile. -smiles- had a hell of a time todae. stripped pingx in e room jux now wif RONX . she is a damn good screamer cans. she screamed so so much. hahahas..but yah..i was jux crackin up and had no more energy ter strip her animores.
but still managed ter pull her blouse down ter her shoulders. sorrie pingx! -smiles- ronx is finallie done wif her bio. -sighx- life is so pharqed up. eeks. dunno wort i m gonna do tom. everyone is jux goin home ter studie. and ser is studyin wif her gurlfren cant possiblie join dem and be xtra ritex? -nods head in agreement- eeks. but i badlie need help fer maths! wort m i gonna do?? -shrugs- fail it? but i cant retain mahs..got ronx and e rest! -smiles-
++ outta reach. so far. i nv had ur heart ++
goin off now. tatas. =)
<< u r e air tt i breathe u r all tt i need and i wanna thank u babie >>
at ronx house again. hahahas...i slpt fer 2 hrs on her bed. couldn resist myself frm sleepin...realli damn tired -smiles- but we did manage ter studie kayx. pingx is so kiasu..keep on studyin and kept on saying "studie larx! i realli v.scared i cannot finish lehs!!" hahahas...i was jux goin like wortever lorx! but i m glad cox i m onli left wif one chapter! -beams- hahahahas. todae was realli quite terrible aft sch..cox i was damn pissed off..said alot of mean stuff. but i was realli gettin on my nerves. wort exactlie does she want manx. tried tukin ter her but its damn diff ter communicate wif her orredi. and e other HER jux refuses ter tuk it out wif me. y does it seem tt i m e onli one who seems ter bother and care? no one else gives and damn abt it. eeks. shant bother too den. =/ eeks..cant blog animore, e stoopid yingx keeps buggin me ter hurrie up. hahahas...i kept her waitin fer
+ dun lurve me fer fun gal. let me be e one gal. lurve me fer a reason, let e reason be lurve +
geex. haven been updatin my blogs due ter e up and comin midyrs. hav been tryin ter mug real hard. -smiles- yest, pingx, ser, charl, me and sam went over ter ronx house ter studie. hahahas....realli hard ter concentrate. pingx and i ended up slpin and playin in e room. pingx was jux crackin me up alot alot. she was holdin onto e bolster while i lied on e bed. she claimed tt she was HUA MU LAN and was swingin e stupid bolster arnd mumbling some stupid chinese phrases which didn realli make much sense ter me thou. hahahas. -laufs wildlie- den we started fightin cox she wacked me wif e bolster cox i was laufin too hard at her. but i wasnt my fault worts, it was realli damn damn funnie. -laufs- yupperx....so e rest downstairs complained tt we were too noisy and dey joined us upstairs in e room. hahhahas....den we all jux started studyin. aft a bit of studies, ronx,pingx and i lied on e bed
[[ ++ petal by petal I pull
"she lurves me, she lurves me nort"
is dis lurve real, is it true?
it mux be, it has ter be
fer my love kindles
rite frm e pits of my heart
but e lurve I so desire
is nore e lurve i burn so greatlie
wort a nautious reality lurve can be
ter lurve, but nv be lurved in return
maybe one day, my one true love I will find
someone ter lurve and be lurved in return
Until den, I sit
"she lurves me, she lurves me nort"
petal by petal I pull ++ ]]
i dun like dis feelin
but its reallie makin me die
i hate ter act like a fook
but dese feelings r true
e fact is tt ure so far .
well, wort else can i sae
is it worth it fer me ter trust
e truth is, i dun want ter wait tt long
i am afraid someday these feeling i haf will be gone,
i cannot gurantee it will last forever.
but i really wonder,
is it too late fer me ter sae
"Yes, I'll wait"
i walked
do u rem tt dae
e dae i walked all e wae
all e wae ter ur house and back
jux ter find ure nort dere
u were in person but nort in mind
tts somethin i need ter help u find
i asked u one question
u gave me no answer
u jux sat dere watchin tears roll down my face
i couldn find words ter sae
i jux turned and walked awae
whisperin words so quiet
"i lurve u and alwaes will. i m sorrie"
++ Weird things i write but i write frm e heart for tt is where u hav a great part in ++
todae was jux totallie irritating. eeks. went ter edna's house aft dance todae. went ter e playgrnd ter studie den adjourned ter e table tennis room ter studie. didnt realli studie. ser was in a bad mood fer wort i told her -sighs- sorrie gurl. shouldn haf told ya. but i m v.mad wif ya!! how can u break ur promise lorx. and u make a poor lawyer, alwaes contradictin wort u said earlier! -shrugs-
[wyn] wyn cow tay..dun be so upset orredi yahs? i understand wort ya feel yeas? dun crie ya sillie crybabie!
i reached my hand out
ter a hand tt would nort onli lurve,
but be willin ter give more
it was dere ter hold
when no one else's was.
it was dere ter hold
maybe jux becox
i needed nort jux a fren
but someone who would be dere until end
e end of wort? I do nort noe
but at least I'll haf
ur hand ter hold -mwah-
[sam] heys gal. dun be so upset and pist yeas? i m sure
xxoo and aubrey was her name
and nort so an ordinary gal or name
but who is ter blame
fer a lurve tt wunt bloom
fer e hearts tt nv played in tune
like a lovely melody
like everyone can sing
take awae e words tt rhyme but doesn mean a thing
and aubrey was her name
we tripped e light and danced together ter e moon
but when it was june
no it nv came arnd
if it did it nv make a sound
maybe i was absent or was listenin ter fast
catchin all e words, but den e meanin goin past
but God i miss e gurl
and i would go a thousand times arnd e world jux ter be
closer ter her than ter me
and aubrey was her name
i nv knew her, but i lurved her jux e same
i lurved her name
wish tt i had found e wae
and e reasons tt would make her stae
i haf learnt ter lead a life apart frm all e rest.
if i can't haf e one i want, i'll do without e best
but how i miss e gurl
and I'd go a million times arnd e world jux ter sae
she had been mine fer a dae xxoo
aubrey - b
<< u r so special ter me >>
finished studyin e first chap of bio! finally! -smiles- m prouda myself! haix..but still haf lotsa things ter studie lehs! -gramices-
[pingx] fine larx.shall be nice todae! u r NORT childish kayx? -huggiex- see ya tom e barbarian who lives in e castle!
[charl] dearest sister concubine! we shall seriouslie assasinate e princess tom! -grinx- both of u haf a great time over at ur place kayx? dun be nottie! rem ter studie!! i lurve ya concubine sis!! -huggs-
once again, its sundae mornin. hmm..guess i slept well last nite fer e first time in e week. -smiles- had a great tuk wif pingx last nite. told her lotsa stuff =) thanx pingx fer listenin ter my crap yeas? -laufs-
[pingx] geex..thanx fer listenin ter me crap and crap yeas? u mux learn ter give in ter ur mom sometimes. nort onli give in, make it a point ter listen and adheed ter her advices. i m sure u can do it gurl! i lurve ya!
[ronx] i nv tot tt u could be a true fren who's dear ter me. when i m in frail u gave me strength. ter help me grow and make me stand. through thick and thin ure alwaes dere. though we see each other so rare, sharin dose laughter and pain we both knew. rememberin dose laughter and pain we both knew. time has passed, others haf gone. still u remain beside me whom i can lean on. ter continue does moments of time we've shared. a unique kind of frenship in our hearts tt care. god sent a fren who believes and understands me. in my life i'll trea
alone is hurtin wif no one ter care
no one ter be wif and no one ter lurve.
when life comes ter a point where nothin is fair,
when everythin is going wrong and u felt empty inside.
alone is reachin out fer somethin
and findin nothin is dere.
holdin on ter nothin
praying tt dere is hope.
alone is feelin tt dere is no point in livin
wantin ter be wif someone, but havin no one.
feeling u aren't good enuff
but tryin ter impress everyone
alone is havin nothin
but wantin everythin or at least somethin ter hold.
being alone and scared,
wishing someone would hold u
and say, "I Lurve You!"
alone is wantin ter stay at school or work,
jux ter haf someone near.
checking e answerin machine,
when u noe no one called,
but ur mom.
>alone is cryin urself ter sleep,
and nort wantin ter wake up afterwards
scared of wort e morning will bring,
nort wantin ter leave ur house.
alone is lettin people use u,
jux ter be cl