// for if someone gets too close, the pins stick further in

it's not tht i can't live without you it's jus tht i don't even want to try every night i dream abt you ever since the day we said goodbye if i wasn't such a fool right now, i'd be holding you there's nothing tht i wldn't do baby, if i only knew the words to say, the road to take to find a way back to your heart what can i do, to get to you and find a way back to you heart i don't know how it got so crazy but i'll do anything to set things right cos your love is so amazing baby, you're the best thing in my life let me prove my love is real and make you feel the way i feel i promise i wld give the world if only you wld tell me i turn back time to make you mine and find a way back to your heart i beg and plead fall to my knees to find a way back to your heart these arms of mine are open wide frm now until the end of time you are my world, what can i do? this heart of mine belongs to you

on christmas's eve, spent the day at my aunt's house.. with all my cousins. they're seriously damn fun to play with. hahah, they look damn cute when playing ddr ! yea, then on christmas day, went to play pool with mel & edna.. saw some pple. haha, mel.. M !! :) haha, can't really remember what else we did. but we've been playing lots of pool. oh, met daniel ! my damn good friend. haven't seen each other in 8 yrs ! :) feels great to find a long lost friend. haha, crap. played pool with him. he's still as corny as ever.. but, i love my sister ! :)

YAY :D ele is so invading joe's blog :D cos its s t a g n a n t as in SERIOUSLY ! :| anyhow, i just got to see this bitch today ! :) DOUBLE YAY -cheers okay i love joe alot i'll invade a longer entry some other time :) cant wait for friday to bitch more dear :) LOVE YOU MUCH

five for fighting - sth abt you :) i don't know where to begin i don't know how to get out there to see you i don't know where to dig in i don't know how to get in there, to feel you it's been too long & i'm abt to be in time for me it's been too long & i'm in time baby there's sth abt you tht i can hold on to i'm going to hold on to tht baby there's sth abt you tht i can hold on to i'm going to hold on to tht i never thought i wld win i never thought much abt tht it's been a long time coming i never stopped to begin thinking abt the process it's been a long time coming i don't know where to begin i don't know how to get out there to see you it's been a long time coming i'm going to hold on to tht & i'm going to be there, be there, alright

ytd! was serene's bday ! :) happy birthday pretty ser ! :) she looked really good ytd. haha, went town with mel, edna & ser at first. met ser & na at long john silver's & walked arnd aft tht. took neoprints. haha, & continued walking arnd till arnd 6. supposed to be a surprise dinner for them at marche but i kinda ruined it.. haha, leaked so many secrets out. stupid me. hahah. so, had dinner at march with excliq & all. char, peisi, ling, ve, charl, yang, ping, na, ser & mel were all there. was pretty fun ! :) didn't eat much thou. told ping & charl alot of stuff in the toilet. haha. & i feel SO SO much better aft telling na & mel some stuff. esp mel. haha, her stories are getting very very interesting -winks :)

dear diary, today i saw a boy & i wondered if he noticed me he took my breath away dear diary, i can't get him off my mind & it scares me cos i've never felt this way no one in this world knows me better than you do so diary, i confide in you dear diary, today i saw tht boy as he walked by i thought he smiled at me & i wondered does he know what's in my heart i tried to smile, but i cld hardly breathe shld i tell him how i feel or wld tht scare him away diary, tell me what to do, pls tell me what to say dear diary, one touch of his hand now i can't wait to see tht boy again he smiled & i thought my heart cld fly diary, do you think tht we'll be more than friends i've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends

joette chiew TSIN MUN: i don't know what you want. and apparently you went offline before i could even ask. i don't know how to get rid of the damned ad. sorry. i'll try finding something to overlap it okay?

night of my bday, went to sji's concert.. was pretty boring for me :l aft tht, went to meet mel & na in town. walked arnd a little. they're so SWEET ! they bought me sashimi & presents. including a 'me to you' happy birthday bear !! :)) came home aft tht, which was arnd 12 ? err, they stayed over again.. this time round, we all slept quite early cos we were damn tired !! haha, on sunday, went to church with mel, na, ser & her brother came a while aft tht. mel & i went walked arnd town, which was ultra boring.. except the fact tht i bought ppg jelly pops. haha, then we headed for gran's place for dinner. & yes, we finally bought 'loveactually' soundtrack ! :)

firstly, thanks to all who wished me happy birthday ! :) ytd was wonderful ! so fun ! edna, mel, eugene aka michelle, alvin aka GOOFY (inside joke !) & i went to escape. haha, so fun. funny incidents but i won't go into detail. yea, so aft escape, they wanted to eat, so went in search of food.. we jus kept walking & walking & walking. so tiring !! & yes eugene & alvin, TRUST. hahah. we finally got out of pasir ris & went to tampines to eat. i'm surprised at the amount of food guys can eat. they both shared 4 plates of food. crazy ! & i wasn't eating, so most of the time, i was watching them eat. edna eats normally, mel eats slowly & the funniest part is, the guys eat.. WEIRDLY. hahah, alvin kept staring at his food in his bowl, don't know what he was looking at also. hahah, so funny !! & eugene eats food in big big bites, no wonder he eats so much.. & edna bought me chocolate icecream as replacement of a birthday cake ! :) so aft ...

caught 'star runner' on friday ! vanness is so so cute aft cutting his hair ! haha, go watch tht movie ! highly recommended by me :) yea, watched with edna, jeremy & edna's cousins. was fun, but i had to leave cos i had to be home by 11. oh well, then on sunday, went to church with mel & edna. went to town together aft tht, watched 'love actually' ! what a cheesy nice movie ! haha, edna & i were swooning over tht actor while mel was swooning over tht young boy.. haha. both of them are damn funny & three of us are the SCBS ! haha. edna stayed over at my house tht day, but we slept damn early cos both of us were dog tired. on monday, edna went to rebond her hair, mel, charl & me went with her too.. spent arnd 3 hours there, her hair's so so long !! haha.. & she was enjoying herself laughing at tht zac guy. haha. mel, na & i went for a jog aft tht, quite a short one & we spent half the time sitting at the overhead bridge, talking. ha...