// for if someone gets too close, the pins stick further in

two guys think that i backstabbed them, what can i say..so be it. but even my good fren supposedly backstabbed me. gees. all these backstabbing is doin any one good anyways. and why shld i even be bothered and affected by them in the first place right ? they jus dont me well enough to comment on what i do jus when they themselves do backstab others too. i shant give a damn to them any longer since they want this to turn out this way. shrugss. its over and done i guess and ill lead my own live. haha. today's jus totally screwed up. ARGGHH. but shant ruin my day cos of some idiots who try to run my life. :)

alrights alrights im blogging ! enough of pple breathin down my neck askin me to blog ! :)) yupp. stupid SARS lahh. my mom's confining me at home for 3 days before i can go out ! she's so so paranoid. keep askin me to keep away frm this person, tht person. practically everybody. haha. and she refuses to slp in the same room as my dad cos he goes out to work. bleahh. stupid woman. haha. so these 2 days have been majorly DULL and boring. anyhows, my new hp no is 98111823. yea. kris- i love love love love goin out wif you ! you bring so much LAMENESS to us. hahahha. but i love it ! :) jun- haha. must go out again alrights. ure so klatzy ! what you did to your beef bowl. hahahahahah. grins. ele- BITCHH !! you always NEVER reply my msgs one lohh. BITCHH im REALLY bored :(

went town with ser, pings, mel, alex, sean, des and some other pple. haha. had pretty loads of fun. everyone was so majorly lame today! haha. i realised tht most guys are childish and lame. and they all have girl probs and sean said he has a dioploma in 'understanding girls' and des has the bachelor cert. "my 15 years of uni on the understanding girls course paid off" hahah. so crappy right? the fact is, they both dont understand girls at all. haha. then pings and mel went to catch their movie. yupp. then went to heeren, wanted to eat sakae but was so damn crowded, on the way out, saw junia. then aft tht, we all cabbed home. and now i rid of all the smoke smell. ucks.

cant you see that you lie to yourself. you cant see the world thru a mirror. it wont be too late when the smoke clears, cos im, im still here. :)

ytd was pretty fun i guess? haha. went town with serene, mel, ele, pings, vaune and the rest. then mel, ser and i went to play pool with sean and alex and as usual, i just sat there. sean is so so lame and crappy. he tried to be angry with me but he so didnt succeed. just ended up laughin. haha. the journey home with ser was really funny. haha. so lame. we were like competing who was the lamest. laughed like shit. and when i came home, realised tht my family was out and i was locked out of the hse for an hr plus? and i had no dinner. :| haha. and i realised the weather has been so hot cos of indonesia's forest fires. haha. AND, i saw my eye candy ! :))) na - haha. who are you talking abt? whose photo do you have? haha. so silly.

just came back frm bona vista. went there with serene tan xue lin to make her ez link card but found out tht some kind soul actually returned it. hahah. she was so disappointed cos she didnt get to make a new one and had to stick to her ugly fido picture. haha. so evil. yupp. very tired. it was a one hr journey there, a one hour wait for her bro's ezlink card to be done and an one hr journey back home. arggh. need to get back to studyin really soon. :| and i really still have no idea who 'xxx' is. hmm. today hasnt been all pleasant cos i found tht she changed alot. sighs and i didnt get to see my eyecandy today. bleah :(

another day is going by, im thinking about you all the time but you're out there, and im here waiting and i wrote this letter in my head cos so many things were left unsaid but now you're gone, and i cant think straight this could be one last chance to make you understand id do anything just to hold you in my arms to ry to make you laugh somehow i cant put you in the past id do anything just to fall asleep with you will you remember me ? cos i know i wont forget you together we broke all the rules dreaming of dropping out of school and leave this place, to never come back so maybe aft all these years if you miss me have no fears ill be here, ill be waiting

someone pls tell me who 'xxx' is ?! weird. anyhows, jaime, i got your bloggie add thru links ! :) haha. didnt go church today cos mom didnt feel like going. haha. studied my ss for tom's test alr ! so prouda myself. hmm. runnin out of stuff to blog. :| krist, im really very angry and pist with HER . she is really so intolerable and irritating and outmostly, BOSSY. :|

yawns im bored. hahah. guess im stuck to the comp for the whole day alr. must go slp soon. -edna dearie ! must come to my blog more often until i get my phone back okayy ? muaks. i love you !

swoons ! this is my new layout. haha. :) wanted to go town with pings and my twin to meet serene tan and mel and vaune for pool but was so tired, so i came home. haha. prouda myself. anyhows, im okayy with serene alr ! we are besties again aft a one week plus plus cold war. haha. so silly. charl and ser joined me, pings, freda, ele, mel, jun, hannah, sam, per, linwei and etc for bowlin ytd. was pretty fun thou the GREEN BADGERS were arguing and dont know what other shit they were doing.