yings! heyx..u ok anots? dun be too sad yahs? -muacks- still waitin fer yer ter come online u noe? wanna noe worts wrong tt u had ter [u noe!] =) i m fine liaox..realised tt it is nort pissin but v.funie lurve ya babie!
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It's hard ter breathe when were apart
u're like sunshine in my heart
I keep u here inside
u've been everythin ter me
u've been and alwaes will be
e apple of my eye
and I noe its hard ter believe
u'r still e biggest part of me
all I'm living fer
I still think abt u
I still dream abt u
I still want u
and need u bie my side
I still mad abt u
all i ever wanted was u
u'r still e one
If u lurve me
look into my eyes and sae u do
I've been waiting all my life
fer someone just like u
babie all tt we've been through
girl im still in lurve with u
and I want u ter noe I do, I do
josie deariex.i lurve ya alot too..but its realli gettin realil bad and if u heard abt it den its realli quite bad orredi. anihows i still lurve ya alots! miss u v.v.much -smuacks-[ thanx fer tellin me anihows]
-=if i let u go=-
[[ + dae aft dae, time passes awae
and i jux can't get u off my mind
nobodie noes i hide it inside
i keep on searching but i couldnt find
e courage ter show ter letting u noe
i've nv felt so much lurve before
and once again i'm thinkin abt
takin e easy wae out
but if i let u go i will nv noe
wad my life would be holdin u close ter me
will i ever see u smilin back at me[oh yea]
how will i noe if i let u go
nite aft nite i hear myself sae
y cant dis feelin jux fade awae
dere's no one like u
u speak ter my heart
its such a shame we're worlds apart
i'm too shy ter ask
i'm too proud ter lose
but sooner or ltr i gotta choose
so once again i'm thinking abt
takin e easy wae out + ]]
geex.todae was jux so screwed up and rather borin. aft sch we spent a whole lot of time decidin where we should go ter pass time. den we decided to go ter wantian's house and edna, peisi, ser and wantian played majong. me and ping jux sat at e sofa tukin crap and playin alot..den we jumped up and down e house -laufs- eralli had a wild time. den ping tried ter hypnotise me but i jux kept laufin..ahahas..she couldnt do it ter edna too. ping..u jux cannot make it larx!! yupperx...supposed ter like go charl's house but we all had no mood ter go. my deariex pings nort feelin too good now..shall call her ltr. hehx..tom dey r goin out but i dun think i would go larx..haf so mani tests ter studie fer. u pple r realli lucky..-regrets- aniwaes haf a swell time tom kayx? i would be missin all of ur company lots, while i stae at home ter studie and rot -boos-
[pingx] deariex!! worts wrong? dun worrie kayx? i jux lurve u fer e wae u r...even if u change i would still lurve u alot. [i nv ...
hehx..v happie now! can hear e song playin..all thanks ter wyn [thanx!!]. yupperx..todae no dance..went ter ping's house..hahahas..looked at ghost pics..freaked out!! jo is so cowardy!!-pionts finger at jo and laufs loudly- =)den we went ter northpoint ter meet wyn ter get present fer paul and we saw thse peden den we went ter jo's house. her room is realli v.cool but it made me felt like sleeping.so..we slept..four pple squeezin on a bed. -smiles- at first i was realli feelling v.down and v.cranky..dunno y also..felt v.v.irritated wif everythin -weird- haix..but nvm. so yah..i'm home now..kinda bored -sighs-
[pings] had a great time at ur house todae..reali damn scary manx! but i still lurve ya lotsa lotsa and stop sayin orredi kayx!! -slaps ur face-
[edna] deariex.had a great dae todae. sorrie fer being so cranky yahs? hmm..felt so much better aft confidin in yer. hope yer keep it a secret -muacks- love ya my dear!
[joanne] hehex..i lurve ya room manx!! goin ter...
(( dere was a time
i was everythin and nothin all in one
when u found me i was feeling like a cloud across e sun
oh i need ter tell u
how u light up every second of e dae
u pull e deepest secrets from my heart
but in e moonlight
i m speechless and i dun noe where ter start
and i cant explain but its somethin abt e way u look tonite
it takes my breath awae
its tt feelin i get abt u deep inside
and i cant describe but its somethin abt e wae u look tonite ))
haes...at ping's house now. jo, ed, charl, ser, ping and me. -smiles- ping is playin some dumb songs on e piano! so happie!! todae no dance!! -beams- okiex..gonna join dem in e fun -kisses on ur forehead-
[[ but watchin stars out wifout u, my soul cried. heaving heart is full of pain. kissing u, touch me deep, pure and true gift ter me ferever ]]
Which "Natural Wonder" are you?
:: More than jux frens ::
==It started wif frenship
and tt was all it was supposed ter be
but then aft a while,
it was much more than a smile.
I can feel my heart beating
shouting out fer ur name,
I couldn’t stop shaking,
and being arnd u is not e same.
I tried ter hide my emotions
tried hard not ter let it show.
but even so I want u ter noe
jux how much I lurve u so.==
geex..rottin at home. nothin ter do lehs~ dun feel like studying! eekx--wellx..feel like calling someone now..but i mux study! haahahas..bored! manx..
[ronx] -kisses ya immediately- heyx..cant wait till i see ya smile again deariex.realli a great pleasure ter see ya smile tt dae! i luv ya my dear and dun be sad animore kayx? life starts anew! -hugs ya and notices e height diff- hehx..
[pingx] yupx * is v.cute and v.nice! ahahas..muacks i love ya deariex
[yings] tukin ter ya now..thanx fer bein dere fer me every mrnin..cant imagine a dae in sch when i dun see u in e mrning!! -muacks-
[charl] our operation of ours is goin v.v.v.well..love ya my dearest sista!! -kisses ya on ur forehead-
first time i act feel like goin ter sch!! cant wait ter go sch u noex.miss all of yer v.v.much. haix..cant hardly wait -grinx-
[[ haf u seen my childhood?
I m searching fer e world tt I come frm
cox I've been looking arnd
In e lost and found of my heart...
no one understands me
they view it as such strange eccentricities...
cox I keep kidding arnd
like a child, but pardon me...
Pple say I m not okay
cox I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate ter compensate,
fer e Childhood
I've nv known...
hav u seen my childhood?
I m searching fer tt wonder in my youth
like pirates in adventurous dreams,
of conquest and kings on e throne...
Before u judge me, try hard ter lurve me,
look within ur heart then ask,
have u seen my childhood? ]]
-yawnx- jux baq from lunch wif my parents and brox. so glad ter be home. bought a pathetic belt onli...didnt manage ter find a bag tt i realil liked so i took a taxi home without dem. hahahas. so bored. now searchin fer poems and quotes...find somethin realli sweet.
[pingx] wat did ya mean bie watever u wrote in my gbk? -confused- hmmm..call me yarhx? lurvee ya lotsa..ur che che~! -smiles-
You’re Mandy Moore! You’re very sweet and caring. You’re also kind of modest, and shy too. You’re not exactly at the top, but you’re not at the bottom either. Which is alright with you, because you’re not taking life’s gifts for granted. Aw, you’re just the perfect little
girl! Polite, gentle, trusting, and have this sickeningly sweet aura that just makes you so darn lovable. But best beware, for your trusting nature can lead to pain as well.
What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah
oh manx!! i dun like her..no wonder so manie pple sae i am kinda like her but guess worts i dun like her!! -smiles-
[[ crazee fer dis gal ]]
-=She rolls the window down
And she talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind
Would you look at her as she looks at me
She's got me thinkin about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
she was the one to hold me
the night the sky fell down
and what was I thinkin when
the world didn't end
why didn't I know what I know now
and right now
face to face all my fears
pushed aside and right now
I'm ready to spend
the rest of my life with you =-
(( if a picture paints a thousand words then y cant i paint u?
e words would nv show e u i've come ter noe
if a face could launch a thousand ships
then where m i ter go?
there is no one home but u
u r all tts left me too
and when my lurve fer life is running dry
u come and pour urself on me
if a man could be two places at one time
i would be wif u
tom and todae
beside u all e wae
if e world should stop revolving
spinning slowly ter die
i'll spend e end wif u
and when e world was through
then one by one e stars will all go bie
then u and i will simply fly awae ))
i LurfE u loaDs
-yawnx- woke up damn early todae tho i slept damn late yest ter. jux cant go back ter bed. -sighs- todae's gonna be another boring boring dae. gonna start muggin fer chinese prelims on sat..geex..doubt i can finish everthin lorx..-eeks-nothin ter do!! i am so bored. gonna waste awae at home. nobodie seems ter have updated their blogs..
[edna]i dun understand bie e msg u sent me late late last nite. abt e sellin of hp? hehhx.call me kays? -hugs u closely- lurvve ya!
(ur blog was a disaster) -wide grinx- (dun dare u mankind me!! gonna tell e whole world abt her!!
[ser]went out wif her yest arhx? made e other her rather sad u noex?
[ping] cant wait ter see ya on mondae! lotsa things ter tell yah! -muacks-
[charl] still searching arhx? dun search animore larx..its jux rite infront of u -kisses-
[ccyyppssve] i miss u giex loads u noex. its onli sun and i m missing all of yer so so much. cant wait fer mon! i lurve all of u lots!!
[jose] haPpIe bdAe my dE...
-smiles- todae was a great great dae. edna brightened up my dae. i realli love her wif my whole heart~! -muacks- pls dun turn a my darling..u look great e wae u r. y bother ter become like serene? [oops] geex..aniwaex realli v.happie fer ya yupx? u should noe ritex? okiex..i dun realli feel like typing.. =)
[pingx] thanks fer supportin me ter go in e wrong direction kayx..but its realli quite true~! lurvving ya alwaex..
[I'll leave wif u and follow u no matter where u go]
((Frens r angels who lift us ter our feet when our wings haf trouble remembering how ter fly))
::: Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale moonlight,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
That we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.
And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star,
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky!
Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then we'll be together,
Somewhere out there,
Out where dreams,
Come true :::
-smiles- aft dance todae..edna came over ter my house...and she is still here. slept fer 2 hrs..sighs...she realli looks funnie when she is sleeping -smiles- she is sucha sweetie pie. haix....damn sianx..she keeps askin me ter study-yawns- better go study abit now so ltr can go out ter meet my darlinks..-grinx- miss all of u veri veri much. so hope ter see ya ltr guys~ muacks..still love ya alot.and i still seriously searching fer one.
[jo] my dearest joanne. hmm...i am realli nort angry wif ya kayx? realli..it has nothin ter do wif ya wif watever happened in my clique..at least i dun feel so..i still lurve ya alot alot alot. dun worry too much wat others think abt ya kayx? i will still be here fer u as u r dere fer me. yupx so ya take care alwaes and rem tt i would alwaes be dere fer ya no matter wat happens..i may nort be dere physically but i would be dere in soul and mind +ilu deariex+
lotsa things happened todae. we spent e whole frigging aftnoon tukin ter miss choo in e class room & mrs evelyn tan caught me doin somethin realli bad. todae jux wasnt my dae. -sighs- need someone to fill up e empty space in my life very badly. still searchin -smiles-. ser and ed and charl and pings wanted ter plae soccer and gracia waited fer them. peisi and i sat at e track waatching them plae while i tuked to peisi. she realli made me feel so much so much much much better. she realli understands. [thankx so much peisi fer being there fer me! i lurve ya veri veri veri veri much!] haix..then i tuked ter ser and i guess everythin should be fine now. so we sat under e big blue sky while they played and played and played. damn cornie. saw charl's panties!! they were red!! edna managed ter pull her shorts down. hahahas. =) however i didnt join in e fun, jux laid watching e sky thinkin over things. so we sat there till 8pm be4 we split up and took taxis ter bishan were we met aga...
Look at this stuff
Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has ev'rything?
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Lookin' around here you'd think
(Sure) she's got everything
I've got gadgets and gizmos aplenty
I've got whozits and whatzits galore
(You want thingamabobs?
I got twenty)
But who cares?
No big deal
I want more
I wanna be where the people are
I wanna see
Wanna see 'em dancin'
Walkin' around on those
(Whad'ya call 'em?) oh - feet
Flippin' your fins you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumpin', dancin'
Strollin' along down a
(What's that word again?) street
Up where they walk
Up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free
Wish I could be
Part of that world
What would I give
If I could live
Outta these waters?
What w...
when somebodie loved me
everything was beautiful
every hour we spent together lives within my heart
and when she was sad,
I was there to dry her tears
and when she was happy,
so was I
when she loved me
through the summer and the fall
we had each other, that was all
jux she and I together,
like it was meant ter be
and when she was lonely,
I was there ter comfort her
and I knew that she loved me
so the years went by
I stayed the same
but she began ter drift away
I was left alone
still I waited for the day
when she'd say I will always love you
lonely and forgotten,
I'd never thought she'd look my way
and she smiled at me and held me just like she used to do
like she loved me
when she loved me
When she loved me
ter tt special person in my life
does anione noe tt i was cryin in e balcony when ALL of u were happily cuttin urselves awae???? did anybody care? did anione noe tt i hurt me watchin u pple inflict bodily harm on urself? did anione bother ter stop, at least fer me?HELL NO!!! i was feelin helpless. i realli dunno wad ter do...and i CANNOT help u all at all! i hate myself fer tt. and i am sooner or ltr gonna stop helpin and caring. e dae would come soon.
[ping] i realil dun understand y..but i think ur attitude towards me changed. i didnt mean ter scold ya kayx. i jux heard from edna tt u cut urself durin chino lesson also. i mean i didnt cut myself cox of e promise we made ter each other. and yet i had ter hear tt ALL of u cut and betrayed my trust. its realli unfair. realli...i am not makin ya feel bad or worts..its realli wat i feel and i hope ya understand. haix....our clique is reali breaking into half. i realil pity e neutral onex..alot of us have probs too. ser is feelin so down now cox of jo. dunno wat happened also. musnt be anithin good. aniwaex i still lurve ya and i bet all of us do...edna, ser and ronx stiill love u alot. but haix....jux wanna tell ya tt we care tt our clique is breaking and i dun understand y peisi saes we dun care. we r not tt heartless.
yesterdae was a great great dae!! ronx, edna, ser and me went to changi airport..hahahs. supposed ter be doin our radio commercial but we ended up not doin anithin. realli horrible. we took lotsa pics. i still rem e stupid position we took at e staircase landing..hahahas =) then we took e skytrain to and fro..realli fun. -laufs- aft playin soo much..we went ter burgerking...dere was dis lady called Adele who asked ser and edna ter go fer this make-over thingie. laughed at ser...hahahas*she?* wellx..shouldnt be mean...yupx..then when we came back...i was so shocked but i am goin ter~! =) we reallie took many many pics..e airport damn nice. we onli left at 10pm hahas. reached home onli at midnite..got a scolding bie my mom. and now my curfew is 10.30 ter 11.00. haix..my mom is a real nice person..i realli lurve her..hahas.
[ping] we r not splitting..haix and i realli care and i bet e rest of them care too..haix..i shall continue ltr..gonna send jo and joycelyn off.
hello!! :) :) :...
:: ter my lil onex ::
Quiet strolls on moonlit nights,
a playground's endless laughter,
blooming roses in the spring,
the glow the morning after.
Walking barefoot in the grass,
a poem that makes you cry,
the feel of silk upon your skin,
an eagle when it flies.
Love songs on the radio,
old couples holding hands,
newborn kittens nursing,
enthusiastic fans.
Sitting on a porch swing,
sipping lemonade,
admiring the beauty in all
that God has made.
Watching for a shooting star,
a breeze that cools things down,
the first snow of the winter,
a night out on the town.
Little acts of kindness,
a loving word or two,
simple things to treasure,
these things I wish for you~
heyx big guy. dun be too upset & angry over ur losin of fifty bucks kayx? didnt mean ter rub it in.betcha would get reimbursed riteX? dun fret too much..u would get wrinkles easily -smiles- u take care alwaes.hahahas..aniwaex.i still find yer v.v.funnie and cornie. =) hope ya jux misplaced ya money~-smiles-
tEr mY dearest dearest PInG~!!!!
::: What You Are To Me :::
I am a rose, you are my thorns,
clutching to me, protecting me.
I am the sun, you are my rays,
helping me to shine and to be all that I can.
i am a lake, you are my water,
filling me with ideas, dreams, and hopes for the future.
I am a tree, you are my leaves,
sharing who and what I am
and becoming an important part of my life
I am a heart, you are my beat
beating rhythmically to my happiness,
my fear, my sadness, my excitement.
I am me and you are with me,
to share all that I am,
to share life, love, and happiness.
Always.
Dont freat my deariex. i noe wat i m doin and i noe wats goin on deep down somewhere in my heart. i would nv forsake all of yer fer someone else. tt is my promise ter ya. iloveu ferever -smiles-
it is e third time e bimbotic charl fell of her chair -sighs- take care babe~hahas. wellx..i am home so so earlie todae! three cheers fer myself~! supposed ter be studying~! wth m i doing herE? hahahas..cant hardly be bothered larx. -smiles- i m ferever like dis. haix. at least i did my maths homework. Aniwaex..todae i kinda screwed up e whole combine cheer. forgot all my steps. -sighs- and fer e house onex ritex..i stood at ter wrong place -blushes- ahahas...heck larx.
[ser] i realil think she is nort bad lorx. she is nort gross and she is not my crush~-swears-!!! i think she is realil nort bad! hmF!
[edna] heys...doubt u would be able ter see dis yah? aniwaex.jux wanna tell u i love u lots lots lots lots!!
[veron] u mux take care of ur toe yahs? ahahas -love ya muchie-
gueSs wortS? i hav always loved Ariel alot alot since young -bleahs-
I'm the Spirit of Contemplation
You're not sure where you fit in this world right now, and maybe you never will. You're a little bit of everything all rolled into one. You're spirited when the time comes, you take responsibility for your actions, you are in love or have loved deeply, and you are looked up to for advice
Congrats, your celeb match is Justin Timberlake! Move over Britney! You like guys who are suave and smooth, always having the right words come pouring out of their mouths! Well, wish granted! He'll serenade you to sleep while bathing in his penthouse hottub and he'll always know what'll keep you happy. But if its commitment you're looking for, I suggest retaking the quiz!
What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty
You're a true nature chick who loves the outdoors. Because you're always running from activity to activity, you have zero time for a full, fussy face of makeup. Instead, you want to be able to hop out of the shower, pull your hair into a ponytail, slap on some sunscreen, and go. Just make sure that your laid-back, all-things-natural attitude doesn't lead to you become lazy -even on-the-go girls need to glam themselves up sometimes!
-lolx-
You are a HAGRID to Harry! The nice guy in the bunch. You're kind and very loyal to your friends. You TRY to keep secrets but they sort of just slip out. You like helping people out and making sure they're good. You may LOOK big and tough but you're just a softy inside. You also have this huge obsession with exotic animals...
so so so true arhx?- grinx-
:: From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you ::
4/21/2002 1:56:51 PM | :: joette ::]
ok todae was a frigging boring dae. spend most of der time msgin ser and joanne. or else i am jux lyin on bed dreamin. =) finally got a blog. so happy~! but den i am still rather lost and i dun realli understand. -bern- hahas. jux cant help it. Luckily charl is worse than me~! -grinx-
[ser] u r realli so funnie..had a great time tukin ter ya on e phone. btw u r still a loser~!!
[charl] pls work hard towards gettin a blog arhx~!
[pei] thankx fer suaning me mans..and fer helpin me understand tt a new entry doesnt mean a new blog -smiles back-
[joanne] i shall go out wif ya to drink bubble tea one dae. tt is be4 i move awae~~! lurve ya~
[king lun] heys tc yahs? dun worry abt ur mom larx..she would get over it sooner or later. she is still ur mom yahs? aniwaex..takee good care of ya gal kayz? dun break her heart~lurve ya alwaes my little bro.
okiex..enuff of crapping. hahahas...found dis damn cool pic wif 12 v.chio gals. it kinda de...
wellx.dis is e 4th time i am tryin dis out. call me dumb or wots~ hahas =)
hmm...todae is realli borin i guess. typical sundae. jux sitting at home, rotting. realli bored..-yawnx-
[ser] jux hope ya noe exactly wad ya doin. i would support ya in watever ya do even though other pple mite have other opinions abt it.
-shrugs-
[ronx] haix...i read ya blog. i realli dunno worts wrong. its not tt i dun care or wadsoever. its jux tt i dunno how to help ya. if i ask too much i am afraid ya would get mad. hope ya feeling beta no matter wat. and i would still lurfe ya till e end of time~
[ping & pei] jux admit it larx..u two lost ter me and charl~! hahahas..next time we shall go again yahS? lurve both of yer v.v.v.muchie~!
[charl] ahahas..my sis whose surname is spelled wrongly~! hahas.we won!! aniwaex..our swimming how? shall see abt it okiex? lurve ya~
[ppccyyfvse] dunno wad tt woman-choo-wants also. i think she wants ter see all of us pretty soon. we had better buck...