// for if someone gets too close, the pins stick further in

did you want me to jus welcome you with open arms did you want me to fall at your feet falling for your charms always looking out for rainbows tht's how i lived my life always searching for rainbows cos i want colour in my life i've been chasing your picture arnd the corners of my mind but you keep getting farther farther every time everyday i travel, travel in time try my best to reach you i jus don't know what i'll find everyday i travel everyday you lie everyday it's harder harder to forgive looking out for shadows thinking of you chasing after shadows what am i supposed to do

haha, these two days had been damn fun ! on cny, went out to town with edna at first. then wantian, darius and minzheng joined us later. caught 'magic kitchen' !! jerry yan is so so cute ! :D ahah, then we headed to meridian to play pool cos we had nothing else to do of cos.. haha. managed to catch the last bus. went to gran's house, where they were still playing majhong. hah, ytd ! met fish, he came over to my gran's house and later we headed to town and met up with chang. waited for edna, jolyn, lorraine, justin and jianwei to finish their movie. oh, justin is edna's little nephew, he's damn cute ! haha, yea. then we went to play pool again. and aft pool, we jus sat at spinelli and played dumb games. edna dared me to do this stupid dare. haha, but i think the dare post to her was stupider. hahah. hillarious. aft tht, we went to bowl. was pretty fun ! :) her cousins are all damn nice and fun to be with :) went back pretty early cos i had to be back before 12.30

at gran's house. using my cousin's computer and he's slping. he's quite nice to talk to, i realised.. mm. was playing majong with me mom and three aunties. had to replace my granny cos she was in the toliet. and i won a round for her !! my aunties were so impressed cos they are damn pro at majong :) so bored. i wanna go out ! anw, went to town with mel, krist and her guy friend, york wuan ? was quite boring, cos i was bored. hahah. i'm always bored. bought my new yr shoes. like finally. yesterday, went town with my brother. went shopping. he's quite nice to shop with. damn cute. like he was choosing clothes for me in mango, but when i went to change, i asked him to choose some other clothes for me, he went 'i'm so NOT gonna go rammaging thru some female's clothes?' hahah. caught a few girls looking at him. haha, my brother is damn good looking ok ! alot of pple agree :) even all the aunties and cousins. even my cousin, who thinks he himself is go

a maths retest today ! glad it is over :) tmr, have chemistry test and bio test on friday ! :( so irritating. anw, we are all becoming nerds. esp tht ele. so hardworking !! she's my motivation. everytime i see her study, i'll feel so uneasy, which makes me wanna study too. tht's a good thing thou :) sch has been great.. very fun as usual. except the studying part, of cos. alot of funny things happen in sch. today's volleyball lesson was great ! :) and i so don't understand why i'm the pe leader. i don't know what to do ! and i'm so unqualified for tht post. i'm not even sporty. grr.. anyone wanna switch post with me ? actually, i can jus go on and on abt what happened in sch, but shan't do tht today cos i've gotta study :) right ele ? -winks. our aim, to get into the same jc :) and we'll strive for it. right ? :) i love my clique :) including mel, of cos. ele & krist ey ! pe was funny right ? hahah, our balls like fly EVERYWHERE

peekaboo ! :) ping's here to invade and create a drop-dead-gorgeous template for joe. -grins-

haha !! i have to blog !! friday was GREAT ! haha, in sch right, we did so many stupid and dumb things ? fish lips scolded us again. haha, friday was totally a fruit plus day. ele was trying to be like santa, giving sweets out. we were like eating SO many sweets during fish lips and peanut's lessons. haha.. so funny. shld have seen the wrappers, everywhere ! we were so bored during lessons, tht we started the 'am i touching your hair' game. so retarded !! haha, but sitting with ping and ele is damn fun ! muthu, dragon and elizabeth sit in front of us. then during grp work, we had to choose one to present, we kept 'chopping' hahaha.. hilarious !! 4purity is jus fun lah :) esp tht janice, charmaine, stacey, chow and lynette. they are so funny !! yea, then aft sch, went out with krist first, but left her and met up with edna and her cousin, ian at novena. we were jus walking arnd, and i stupid edna wanted this picture of 5566, so i jus took it. hahah. then we went down

to you : stop trying to talk to me cos you feel compelled to or cos you HAVE to. you don't have to if you don't want to. i'm not exactly bothered for your information. and neither do you right ? you seriously don't look affected. so don't try so hard to smile cos it jus turns me off ? yea, you look really retarded when you try so hard to smile at someone who is SO irritated with you. oh, stuff it. today's sch was pretty good. haha, we kept talking and playing in sch, think peanuts almost went bonkers ! and fish lips scolded me today, finally. but she scolded ping first, then she jus added 'and you joette' haha. i think teachers are seriously prejudiced against us ? cos in the hall during pastoral care, ele, ping, krist and i were like talking lah.. but quite softly and not very often but laughing.. but this teacher had to come over to scold us and asked krist to move away ? she asked me and ele to not talk so much. so unfair ! so many other pple wer